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我的心灵就像一块有裂痕的玻璃，

再轻轻敲一下，

它就会碎。

- 欣

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刚上完了 Human Communication 的课，

正往 Metropolitan 走来，

通过 Concourse，

望着那熟悉的背影，望着那熟悉的身形，

我，无言...

不知道为什么，

就是有一种想叹气的感觉。

可能觉得失望吧？

走过，

却假装不认识...

看见，

却假装没看见...

我们是最熟悉的陌生人吗？

也许是吧？

那种心情，

是我不懂得形容的一种心情...

悲哀？

失望？

说真的，我不懂...

突然间，

我很想哭...

是因为 Jon 突然间走过来，

告诉我还有很多东西要做，还有 Theme 要想，

是因为压力而感到想哭吗？

还是其实不是？

如果这个世界上没有爱情，

是好事还是坏事？

我是否一开始就不该相信你？

人生，

一开始就没有谁和谁；

更没有谁爱谁...

只是单单的结交，

成为朋友，

再从朋友，

变成情人...

爱情，

是好东西吗？

还是好玩的东西？

为什么人与人之间互相伤害？

不爱就不爱；爱就爱，

就是这么简单，

不是吗？

为什么选择伴侣，

不看好好了才作决定呢？

为什么开始了，

却要如此执着？

为什么有一些人，

为了讨好别人，

可以这么虚伪？

常常在想，

漂亮，真的有用吗？

不怎么打扮的我，有错吗？

我竟然为了周围的环境怀疑我自己做错了...

看着一个平凡人，

把脸化妆化得浓浓的，

无言，

可是男生就是喜欢，

所以我更加无言...

我想，

我还是一个人，就好。

- by kellyetan

▪ random post.

Finally,

i cut my front hair!

use HangYiLin's scissors,

thanks!!

=)

But yours is iron one,

mine is plastic one,

different material cut out with different feelings?

xD

A little bit curl or you can said is a little bit ''kell kell'' liao.

perhaps that's iron one.

xD

and i feel a little bit weird,

how do you think?

*wink*

sorry,

i wanna syok sendiri liao.

please forgive me.

:)

- weird?

- start play play liao. xD

- side view.

- arghh! stupid pimples! =(

- tie tie. =)

and and and..

last picture..

WHEEEE!!

I love this picture lots! xD

- by kellyetan

My Today *\\28.05.2010//*

woke up early in the morning,

shorts! i'm wearing you today!

teeheee.

:D

finally i could wear my shorts go gaigai today.

baba sent me to sunway pyramid.

the main entrance haven't open yet.

i called everyone and everyone pick up my phone with blur blur sound.

the feeling soooo good!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

after that,

i saw many people walk in with the side door,

so i do the same thing lur.

then wait for ah deong.

finally he reached and we went subang eat breakfast.

umm no!

i look at him eat,

i'm not eating because not hungry.

=)

after that,

went sunway pyramid again.

chatting in car.

then went down and buy my stuff,

then then then went the toast box and yamcha.

then then then went redbox.

today der redbox eat money one.

-.-"

expensive like hell,

only 3 person buy 4 tid bits.

go rob lar please.

-.-"

my dear chian and joyi reaching redbox late because of wesak day,

no parking!

arghh!

bite them bite them.

xD

then then then,

sing sing sing,

lalalalalala~

then met up yilin and 3 car go to joyi's house together.

stupid lightning scared me,

damn you weih Mr. Thunder!

=(

a little little little bit moody then,

and we can't swim because of heavy rain.

plan to go 3K and swim but no swimming cap and we can't swim.

blablabla and so,

we play badminton.

having a lot of fun there.

sweat a lot and i believe i can say byebye to my fatty fats.

teeheeee.

:D

then then then,

back to chian's house.

finally i enter chian's house!

fuiyoh.

went there shower and them wait ah deong come and pick us up go to eat bak kut teh.

they live in klang,

bak kut teh is the famous food there.

but too bad,

it's too late and no more dry bak kut teh.

but soup one is delicious too!

then then then deong send me home.

thank youuuuuuu! chian and deong!

thanks for bringing me eat bak kut teh there,

thanks for sending me home,

thanks for let me shower at your house,

thanks for hanging out with me!

=)

- i like this one nar.. xD

- klang bak kut teh! =)

- dear chian. =)

- deong deong. =)

- i like this one also. teehee. :D

- see i sooooo happy! =)

- by kellyetan

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很累了，

不知道该怎么撑下去了，

要死掉了...

-.-"

真的真的和累了，

真的真的不知该怎么撑下去了，

真的真的要死掉了...

-.-"

没有力气了，

没有兴趣了，

没有时间了，

没有心情了...

-.-"

啊~~~~~~~~~~

T.T

- by kellyetan

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Things that i need to be done by next week;

Things that i need to be done by next month.

Things that i have to be prepare right now;

Things that i have to be prepare by today.

I will be able to do it;

I will be able to manage it.

If i believe, can I?

Out of sudden,

i am stress, to the highest limit.

Because i am having flu,

Because i am blur,

Because i am restless,

Because i am tired,

Because i am busy,

Because i am so whatever,

that's why,

i am whatever and i should be able to do it.

Well kellyetan,

do your best okay?

tell yourself of who you are.

Remember,

you are who you are.

YOU will be able to do it.

Timetable is a very, very important thing in my life.

That's why,

schedule is always with me.

Believe that you can do it.

Is it enough for 3 days?

i will try my very best.

support me, please.

:)

- notes are complicated and confusing me.

- these are all the things i had to be done by next week; my schedule.

- by kellyetan

My Today *\\26.05.2010//*

have breakfast early in the morning with chian, yilin, sheng and joyi at Mc D.
after that we late for Law class,
we're actually purposely late for that because even if we go in on time also we couldnt understand what she teaching.
i'm daydreaming and i dont know what she saying again.
x(

i'm actually thinking about i've got a lot of things to do.
driving lesson, notes, revision, assignments, projects, exhibition and perhaps work soon.
*faint*

alright fine,
after that we've got human communication class and assignments and port folios are killing me slowly.
and then journalism blogging about the articles are killing me slowly, too.
which means i'll be dying in a very very soon timing.
after the journalism class,
we all committee members have meeting about the exhibition and well frankly speaking,
i dont get what are they talking about.
but i see them laugh, i laugh.
-.-"
i seems and i feel that i'm so stupid like a fool.
better then i become an actress,
at least i'll get paid for that.
-.-"

after the meeting,
Mr. Stress a.k.a Jonathan tried to explain to me what should i do.
and then i've got MANY THINGS to do again.
what we need to do is draw a layout.
i'm sitting alone in concourse and drawing a layout map,
i was thinking,
a person who dont know road,
even ownself's house also dont know how to back,
but the person draw a map.
-.-"
WTF.

after that,
went to old kawan and have my lunch alone again.
this is the second time.
*wink*
and then after lunch i went to block A to online.

around 5pm,

brother, sister and mother come to college together and pick me up.

home,

shower and nap; rest.

- by kellyetan

My Today *\\25.05.2010//*

class as usual.
and have lunch at old kawan during our break.
we slept on the sofa for 2 hours.
:p

after that was law class, again.
-.-"
then next was journalism class.
journalism class,
we have to make an exhibition of photo journalism for our assignment or project?
whatever.
i'm given a chance to take part to be one of the committee members which is setting and props with Mr. Jonathan Arcigal Chan.
i'm kinda scare because he is always the stress one.
-.-"

after class,
went dinner at Jojo with chian, deong, yaw, sheng, fei and ks.
around 9.30pm,
mami come and pick me up and went back home.
i am honestly and seriously tired.
i wish to sleep very early today,
hope i can manage to do it.
but after shower,
my mum catch me into her room and she wanna chat with me because she didnt see me for few days.
she also ask me to sleep together with her tonight.
i think she miss me.
*wink*

around 12.30am,
finally i sleep.
:)

- zzzz

- by kellyetan

▪ random post.

tiring day.

will update by tomorrow,

if i'm free.

HOPEFULLY.

T.T

- by kellyetan

My Today *\\24.05.2010//*

climb up early in the morning,

went AC to have breakfast together with friends.

then go for classes.

class as usual and my port folio have to redo,

everyone is doing the draft only but i actually go and make the real one.

-.-"

cacat wor me.

then went for journalism class as usual.

do nothing there,

received a love letter from my dear.

awww!

after class dismiss,

we went taste buds cafe to have our lunch.

then went inti's sofa and nap for around 10 minutes.

yilin is chatting with huibin and me and dear chian nap.

we purposely late for our law class.

-.-"

i'm having heavy headache at that time.

and i sleep on the table.

suddenly dont know what happened i shock and i woke up again.

-.-"

why am i always get shock?

-.-"

woke up and saw a love letter from my dear again,

so sweet!

=)

around 4.30pm,

my brother pick us up and dear came to my house overnight today.

i am freaking tired and blur today.

my brain is not really functioning and my eye is so tired.

after dinner,

i accidentally fall asleep on my sofa.

and i thought i only slept for 20 minutes,

but dear told me i slept for 2 hours.

shit.

-.-"

hope tonight we can sleep early.

i'm still blur blur and my head still a little bit pain,

aiks.

=(

- sleep. -.-"

- love letter 1. =)

- love letter 2. Love you dear!! =)

- busy playing i pod.

- the lovers. =)

- by kellyetan

My Today *\\23.05.2010//*

i woke up early in the morning,

but still the same,

i take my BREAKFAST at 2pm.

my dearest sister norr,

always lie to me.

very shit.

-.-"

went mid valley with her,

what a hot summer day.

make me feel headache again.

always make me headache.

-.-"

reached there and we headed to Kiku Zakura to eat mum mum.

with a very freaking hungry stomach,

i finish my set in 15 minutes.

and the bowl is clean clean like never use before.

xD

after that,

went to the i property exhibition with my sister,

i going to fall asleep inside.

because i'm not interested with those stuff.

HAHA.

then then then,

we went shopping and i bought 2 dress and 1 skirt for my college.

because start from tomorrow i can't wear my shorts anymore.

T.T

what a pity shorts.

how can i leave them at home,

they will scare.

T.T

Haiks,

fine bahh,

that's fact and no one can change it.

so let it be.

=(

after shopping,

around 6pm,

we went back home because my brother wanna exchange car.

-.-"

then after that we went Kepong to find my sister's boy.

i didnt go in because got dog inside.

-.-"

after she bite me how.

-.-"

then then then me and my sister went Kepong MOE Cafe to have our dinner,

there are all make like comics.

i first time went there,

counted as special nor.

:)

but we're both actually very full.

we 2 ordered maggie.

nice one!

went there but eat maggie.

-.-"

after that,

we went home.

tired day!

不知不觉的抬头望望天空，

月亮不是圆满的，

也不是一半的，

多过一半，

那代表什么意思呢？

那辽阔的天空，

却只有几颗星星，

它们孤单吗？

曾经听说过，

如果我的愿望实现，

其中一颗星星就会消失了，

这是真的吗？

如果是真的，

你希望你的愿望实现吗？

其实当我抬头看见那几颗星星，

那不圆满的月亮，

那辽阔的天空，

不知怎么的，

心情就地落了下来。

我很害怕，

很害怕...

- testing. =)

- she said this is sooo sexy?

- what happen to sushi zanmai? a lottttt of people!

- MOE Cafe.

- by kellyetan