Thursday, October 17, 2013

| R4ND0M | The Unfair World.

First of all, this post doesn't aim on anyone but it might be offensive
Just a way out for me to tell how I think and how I feel.

People always mumbling around saying that the world is unfair. Yes, we are born to live in the unfair world. Such as there are rich people, there are poor people, there are pretty girls, there are ugly girls, there are handsome boy, there are ugly boy, there are some people born to be tall, there are some people born to be short, there are some people born to be weak, there are people born to be healthy, there are people born to be handicap. But different people have different perception on this. What about your point of view?

I used to complain this unfair world. Especially when I work for PC Fairs, I tend to be unhappy because of my low self esteem. I'm lack of confident. In PC Fair, I can observe different type of people such as people that very into reality (everything talk about sales and money), people who went there for the purpose of satisfaction and so on.

As we all know, PC Fairs always hire models and sales promoter. That is common. When I was working, I always see a lot of people tend to be friend with pretty ladies. For promoters, the bosses would always take good care of those who can sell a lot. I understand, it's their job scope. Who don't like hardworking/useful workers? The unfair for me is that I'm short, I'm round, I'm dark, I'm not good in communicating skills. Why do other people have pretty face, slim body shape, fair skin color? And, even though they are not good in communication skills, but there are always a lot of people approach to them automatically. And because of that, because they are pretty, they build relationship easily, they have broad connection of circles, they get higher paid with easy jobs, people tend to judge them as positive personalities (kind). What about the dark and the fat? People tend to judge them as negative personalities (dirty, lazy). Unless the people know you well, be true to you.

I don't really know how to communicate, I admit that I'm a close topic person (How are you? Oh, fine............ bird's flying on the sky), I am a shy person, I am a person with low-self esteem. I easily think that people dislike me. Because my skin color, because my face (quite a number of people says that my face don't seems to be friendly). Why is the world so unfair? No matter how many pieces of mask I apply on my face, no matter how many bottles of lotion I apply on my skin, no matter how many lifting face moisturizer I used on my face, I'm born to be tan color, that is what I can't change. I'm born to have a round shape face, that is what I can't change. Plus I'm lack of communication skill, I have limited friends, I have limited circles, I have limited jobs with limited pay.

People who born to be common/ugly, can be simply scolded by people. People who born to be pretty/handsome, will be automatically attract people comes to them and treat them well. If there is a voting competition, pretty girls guarantee get more votes compare to the common girl (unless she's good in relationship). If you don't know both of them, who will you vote for? The pretty one or the common one? If there are 2 girls drop their documents on the floor, in a mess, one with long jeans, jacket and another with short and singlet, who will you walk towards to? If you go to a club, a girl who dance around, kiss around and a girl who just simply stick with her friend, don't dance around, who will you go for? You have the answer, don't have to tell me. It define what type of people you are. A person who willingly to help, a person who mind the beauty and ugly, a person who want to have sex, a person who want to make a friend with anyone, a person who want to get benefit, a person who true to every person.

The globe is turning round and round, there is a lot of things happen in the world everyday. Same thing goes to unfair, there are a lot of unfair thing happens everyday. Some can be change, some cannot be change. For things we cannot change, we dream about it. By dream about it, we get satisfaction. Maybe I choose not to know much about the reality of the world, I don't wanna know how cruel and how mean the reality is.

The world is unfair, so do the people is blind. 

Blogged, kell.

Monday, October 14, 2013

| 14102013 | * BBQ & Celebration for HuiLin.

We were invited to HuiLin's house to have BBQ Party. Actually plan to not attend any event this week because I really have lots of assignment to do :'( I feel so pack and running out of time. But 2 more days to her 21st birthday. As a best friend, of course I have to go and assignment put it aside.

I actually have class until 8pm and then straight away fly to her house. But my lecturer not feeling and class cancelled. So I'm able to leave early. KaiJin came my university to pick me up and met PuiYi and pick KokMing up, then we went to HuiLin's house.

We started setting up the BBQ and start BBQ-ing! Wheeeee. All of us were starving. But still a lot of food for us such as chicken wing, meatballs, sausage, bacon, marshmallow and so on. Thanks to HuiLin and her family for preparing such an amazing event.

No doubt, BBQ is hot and I'm sleepy. So I actually went to her living room and take a rest there. Sitting there with PuiYi. I feel like sleeping............ PuiYi stopped me from sleeping and pull me back to BBQ. After a moment, we prepared cake for her, tadaaa!

Then, here comes the war begin. They started to play with mayonnaise, and butter. Oh my that is oily to the max! Luckily girls doesn't get attack. Teehee.

We run here and there to escape from being attack. The road is wide and safe :D

Thanks to HuiLin, sponsored her Clinique Face Cleanser for the boys to wash their oily face.

Then, it's about 1am. They started to pack up and clean the floor. Photo session passed and left. Good Night!

Do we look alike? Hahah, PingKee and me.

- Happy Birthday HuiLin!

- HuiLin, Schumann and KaiJin.

Introducing you all -  my lovely family 

Saturday, October 12, 2013

| 12102013 | * Fun! :D

Saturday, what's ya plan?

I was happy yesterday because it's Friday! I almost forget I have class today -.-"
Yeaaaa, so I went to my class this morning - The Korean Class.
Have our assignment 2 already, it due next week but I think I'm not going to class because my graduation is on next week! Wheeee.

So yea, 1pm class end. Thanks to Tiffany! Accompanied me to had my lunch in university.
Back to home, play with my doggie for an hour.
I actually dont know why I can play so long with her.
It's rainy day, so it's very nice to sleep.
She even sleep on my hand....
Uhhh, well that's cute. Cause she's not that quiet usually.
So today I gave her extra junk food :D

I went into my room and surf the net for little while, then I saw her sleeping already.

Then, I also take my nap because tonight I'm going out to have dinner with my loves.
Hometown Steamboat again! In Kota Damansara.
Wheeeee, my favorite! Kekeke.

Then, second round in Meeples.
Thanks to KokMing, because of his 死缠烂打, we enter Meeples.
And we realize that it was so damn fun!
Kinda pricey but... It's a fun and nice place to hang out. 
Yea, I'm addict. 
I keep thinking about their games right now, wahaha.

We play until around 1am only go home. 
KaiJin keep complaining that he's sleepy, but he's the one damn hyper there.
Hahaha, we shall come here often.

Good Night all! Loves, kell.

Saturday, October 5, 2013

| 06102013 | * Further Education?

Long time no see *wave hand*

Anyone still reading my blog?
Because I do not have time to update my blog, I guess my readers gone. HOMAIGAWD.

WELL, frankly speaking, I spent like 10 minutes to wrote that 2 sentences above. I think I've lost the ability to blog T.T Usually I can just log in my blog and straight away dik dik dak dak and type like a boss. Cant believe that I need to think of what I need to type for now. Argh!

OKAY -.- 
I'm just gonna slightly update about my day of this Saturday.
Still good, I have no assignment to rush yet. I'm still able to rest well without stress.
I have morning korean class in the university. Well, I enjoy the moment.

Class end, I had my brunch with Chelsea and Chian in Face to Face Taylor's. This is the second time we spend our meal there and still, so unsatisfied. The food is still not as good as SS15 branch.

Then, we sent Chelsea to LCCT because she's flying back to Penang which is her hometown. After that, me and Chian went to KLCC for UK Education Fair. Wooo, thanks for the information anyway. You are the one who told me there is such exhibition exist today! We went to the fair and asked for certain information about the universities. Not clearly enough but at least an idea for me. 

Besides, we actually wanted to enter to Beauty Expo as well, but we have to paid RM10 for the visitor pass. I can pay for that, but at the same time, I was thinking that I wouldn't buy something. I feel like go in and look around and that's it. So we decided not to take part for that. We headed back to Subang and had Jojo Pan Mee again. Hahah, I love Pan Mee! Had a great day with the sick cat Chian, get well soon yar babe!

About 715pm, we left and back to our own house. I spent a few hours sitting in front of my laptop and being slack. After that, I play with my puppy for about 45 minutes and sit down to talked to my mum about the university, trying to discuss with her. But for now everything still unclear. But for what I know is that their intake is either on January which is so damn very soon, or September which is another year. Basically I guess I'm more prefer to September. The most thing I hope is that I had a friend can go with me T.T I think I must use The Secret Theory. Ahhh, so badly.

Guys, I'm leaving for a year T.T Please miss me T.T Hahaha!
Well, If I have a friend to go with me, I probably get excited for that.
If I have no friend to go with me, I actually dont feel excited at all -.-
I dont wanna be a loner, teehee!