| R4ND0M | * Heartfeelings.

Hii.

I'm unhappy, down and angry currently.

Please do forgive me if i get angry of anyone of you.

My phone is keep on ringing and ringing,

my mother twice in a minute, my sister in the next minute, my friend in next after this minute.

I feel so annoying, so so annoying.

And from the phone calls, i heard the background is so noisy and crowded.

Not like me,

staying at home alone, lonely for whole day long.

Sister went Seremban with her boyfee overnight for 2 days,

brother went out with friends,

father and mother went out dinner party and redbox with friends.

Me? (:

Thanks God for letting me being so lonely today.

I feel so enjoy, i can feel the loneliness.

Seriously thanks for all.

Friends deciding a thing.

After everything settled and decided,

change this and that.

The plan keep on changing and makes me feel like dont wanna care anymore.

I feel like wanna quiet, in peaceful.

Setting offline, listening to music, and blog.

As i said,

blog is my every best friend.

Because my blog is the one who can really share what i feel,

my blog understand me.

It allows me to type anything i want,

be my best ever listener.

I miss you, do you know that?

Everytime when i take action is because I cant take it anymore.

I want to tell and i want to take action, to express.

You know how suffer i carry this burden?

Why do you choose to escape? And not to give me a stable answer?

Hanging me half way, going to die but giving me breathe sometimes.

What do you want from me?

I really feel tired, you know?

How only you can understand?

Im a girl you know? Why am i always acting like a male?

Its like i am the gentlemen and you are the ladies who always escape, and im waiting and waiting.

Seriously, i feel suffer, i feel empty.

And i also seriously feel like im a shit and a fool,

i feel like giving up.

You puas?

Blogged,

Kell.