▪ SPM Result 2010

this is my SPM results,

i know im not good enough like others.

And honestly i shame for myself that i got no A at all.

But i satisfied with my results,

because it's still out of my expectation.

BM - D

BI - C

Moral - C

Sejarah - G

Mathematics - B+

Science - B

Seni - C+

Akaun - B

Ekonomi - D

BC - C+

yellow- credit

red- failure

pink- normal

that's all.

:)

- by kellye tan

My Today *\\11.03.2010//*

It's 11 of March..
it's result day and also me and my baby's first month anniversary.

early in the morning and i opened up my eye,
im going to get my result today..
@@

went to school and meet up my friends,
talking around and the mamak damn noisy.
it's normal, i know.
everyone is asking for the next outing but some of them have to go for second badge NS and some of them got class, for example me.
=="

went in school and saw many people taking photos with friends around.
me too but not that much.
x)
met the LM committees and some of the juniors, teachers and so on.
but still..
nothing much.

wait wait wait wait and wait..
until everyone of my friends from other school got their result loooong time ago..
around 1.30am,
finally we got our result.
i damn scare,
not dare to open up and see.
so i decide to see one by one.

damn i got SEVEN CREDITS!!
should i be happy or sad?
my brain is still interpreting about my emotions.
i called my baby and told him and second i called my mum.
my mum was happy and i dont know how exactly i feel.
but after talking with my baby i was crying.
my mum was very happy and i told her i dont wanna go to TARC.
and she said go home only talk about these.

yes i did sad for a few hours.
aiks.
wendy sent me to Jojo's Pan Mee.
thanks weih but your driving skill is really so damn ganas..
hah.

met my dears up and not eating much because of the result.
and because i cried,
my eyes very tired.
read through the DIE test and went for test.
then finish up my test and met up my baby.

damn,
how long i never see him?
yes i did see him actually but didnt really talk to him.
i miss him weih.
x)

after that chian sent me and JJ to sunway pyramid.
thankssss again!
then we plan to watch 72 that movie cause he havent watch yet.
i already watch but i prefer watch again also dont wanna go redbox.
LOL.
i got no sound larr.
but then the movie never show in cinema already.
so he walk himself and i met my secondary friends and went redbox.
LOL.
i pay for eating, sleeping and listen song only.
LOL.
got no sound to sing.
i did sing 2 songs.
hah.

during sleeping,
i was thinking a lot of things.
i was thinking why my mum so happy when i got 7 credits.
then i know..
i recall back what she told me before my SPM..
she said my brother got less than 5 credits and my sister.. i forgot.
and she's like..
5 credits is very hard to take and because i always fail subject in my school exam.
and i always didnt study, always computer..
then i know why she's so happy.
maybe i told her that i dont wanna go TARC she will feel like..
very heart pain?
i dont know.

but of course if she ask me,
i will just tell her..
'' If you let me choose, of course i hope that i still staying in Inti, but if you wanna change my college, whatever then. ''
then walk away.
LOL.
cool right?
hahah.
wtf that's just my draft in my mind.
i hope she can really understand me nor.
secondary like that..
i hope she will remember how i feel when im in secondary.
i hope she thinks of my feeling also nor..
but still whatever ba.
i am tired of the life of changing here and there.
i dont wanna give a damn with it anymore.

Baby,
it's 1 month anniversary.
I want it to be forever.
and i believe it will be forever.
:)
loveya!
mwahs!

- cards.

- kellyeeee. :)

- kell, huilin, wendy.

- kell, amanda, puiyi, wendy.

- kell and amanda. :)

- ronald, kell. :)

- kell and puiyi. :)

- ronald, kell, puiyi. :)

- ronald, amanda. :)

- by kellye tan

▪ random post.

Im badly down.

:'(

I miss my baby so much but he's very busy of mass comm day.

I need to have self control.

control about dont miss him till too crazy.

=="

Haihs.

tmr will i meet him?

Thursday gonna take result already.

i'm very afraid.

:'(

I dont want 5 credits.

Hope that i get a bad bad result.

Baby i need you to calm me down baby.

Baby i need your hug to calm me down baby.

:'(

- by kellye tan

My Today *\\05.03.2010//*

hang out after class with the girls.

yilin, chian, joyi and huibin.

to celebrate yilin's belated birthday.

went for amp square for sing k.

enjoy a lot inside the room.

have many different and different feeling for me while singing.

:)

Girlsss,

thanks for everything.

:)

after that,

some of them went home one by one.

me and huibin went for next round,

watch movie.

:)

well the movie is funny and i will buy the movie back home,

for my parents to watch.

:)

after movie,

met up my sister,

went popular book store and spent a lot of time inside there.

and then we went home.

for more photos,

click here to view it.

im kinda lazy to upload it.

or i should say i've got no time.

sorry!

:)

- by kellye tan

▪ random post

it's a new day and it's a early morning.
*hawwwhhhh!!*
what a big big yawn.

i couldnt sleep well these days,
even i nap,
i closed my eyes and passed for half an hour to an hour.
i didnt really sleep.
that's why i am so tired.

and yesterday or i meant just now, midnight?
i slept at 1am and i hardly can sleep.
my beloved sister,
she is so.. nice to me today.
shw went out with her boy and forgot the bring her key back.
my brother was awake but she dont call him.
=="

not only she called me,
one of my friend called me too.
and i woke up because of my 014 number rang.
i thought it was my baby but it's my sister.
=="
ask me to open the door.
OKAYYY.

walk to downstairs with the half open eye,
and open the door.
and walk back to the room,
sleep.
and know what?
i cant sleep.
=="
it's like..
bad words wanna come out from my house.
i am so tired man!
:(

during the time i was trying to sleep back,
i got a called from my friend,
OMG he is so freaking unhappy weih.
make me feel so sad also.
aiks.
i'm so worry about him nar.
haihs.
why does the girl dont know how to appreciate him?
why does the girl who step out the first step and she is the the one who request for the last step?
love is sooo complicated,
i understand.
but anyhow,
i hope everything goes well.
take care kayy?
:]

conclusion is,
i 4am only sleep.
and this morning i actually plan to wake at 7am but end up i woke at 8am.
thanks to my sister.
make me so tired.
LOL.
okayy nar i am not blaming her nar.
but next time please remember bring your key home.
=="

well,
currently in lab class.
will come back again.
:]



- by kellye tan

My Today *\\04.03.2010//*

wow,

what a day.

:]

usually thursday is my most tiring day compare with other weekdays.

but i am not today.

know why?

maybe this is because i met my baby today, finally.

he's making me worry for few days yaa?

:]

mass comm class is the first class,

although the lecturer makes me feel so dislike her,

although the way she teach some of us is like so slightly different with other students,

although i dislike to see her,

although i am not enjoying her class, at all,

but half way she talking,

i will still smile.

i smile not because of the things she said makes me feel so nice,

i smile because i saw you.

:]

the feeling is really so..

hardly describe,

but i am happy, i am happy and i am happy.

:]

next,

it's the most vomiting english class.

but she is so nice to us today.

basically she didnt really teach today.

we only discuss some assignments in class,

and some of them playing facebook some more.

xD

and she asked us about is she fierce?

and yes she is.

honestly, she is.

and she accept the fact, she is strict.

but she said that's for our good,

yes i agree with her.

and she said she'll try to being nice to us,

she'll try to entertain us.

:]

her word really change me,

or maybe only today?

i'm not sure but yes,

i dare to joke with her today,

and i dare to tell out my idea in my mind.

some of the idea i keep in my mind,

and she tells the same idea, too.

i realize im not that weak with my brain also, right?

i still that creative.

*being perasan again.*

but yes she's really good of she being nice to us.

x)

i'm paying full of concentration..

at the beginning only.

xD

half way then i was thinking someone and i smile again,

get pulled by his blur face.

:]

after that,

malaysia studies,

a bored subject and i dont give a damn with it.

then we girls went pizza hut and have lunch together.

as they know,

i dislike to eat fast food,

they also asked me for permission?

hahah,

they are really good,

that's why i love them.

but it's okay,

i took spaghetti there.

and we're so full.

:]

then the last class we have is DIE,

not really paying attention.

sms-ing with baby, chian that sitting beside me and joyi that sitting behind me.

we're so lame.

why are we sms even we're sitting so near?

to kill boredom.

xD

and it's free,

why not?

we're sms-ing to discuss about tomorrow's outing!

:]

tomorrow we girls will hang out to sunway pyramid to celebrate the damn belated birthday girl- YiLin's birthday!

sorry for being so, so late to celebrate with you.

because we're really busy,

you understand right?

:]

we plan to wear high heels together and also something like dress?

chian said,

how short you wanna wear also can!

x)

what a adorable babe.

heh.

tomorrow we will go for sing k!

yesssshhh.

finally i can open my mouth and sing loud loud, tomorrow.

hahah.

anyway,

i am really very, very happy today.

even i only saw you for few seconds?

but we sms quite a lot compared with past few days.

awww,

very happy!

mwah!!

:]

Hahahahahahahahahah,

i want to go SHE Concert, badly.

:(

- by kellyetan

▪ how i feel.

Luckily i am patient and i read through.

Now,

I understand you more.

Now,

I know what is your goal.

Now,

I know why.

I find out,

I find out that i am actually so in love with you.

Luckily before this,

I still decide to believe.

Luckily,

that's fate.

:]

Relation is not one person's thing but it's about me and you.

I want you to guide my way, only you but no others.

I shouldn't think that way. I know your goal now. I am sorry, sometimes you do apologize to me too. But it doesn't mean i am right. It means that we actually value our relationship.

I like you. I admire you. I love you. I loved you. That is only between me and you. From the day of knowing you, i like you. From the day of liking you, i admire you. From the day of admiring you, i love you. And from the day of i loving you, i am totally lost and i considered fall in love with you.

My most Beloved JeremyChua Y.W,

loveyou now and always i do.

:]

True words,

by kellye tan

My Today *\\02.03.2010//*

what a tiring day.

rushing many stuff these days,

until someone told me that i've changed into a quiet person.

did i?

maybe sometimes.

finally done IT assignment today and need to hand in tomorrow.

and finally IT test done by today.

means everything IT done.

what assignment coming next is left english.

and project coming next is mass communications.

and also test on next week for DIE subject.

see,

i got no rest.

one week done this and coming week still will have other thing to rush.

haihs.

honestly i'm tired of my life.

it's like everything not very success.

:(

anyhow,

i wanna continue my english.

but no matter how busy i am,

i WONT let my blog die.

:)

Time past day by day,

I realize more and more,

anyhow,

i understand what does it mean,

anyhow,

i will accept,

that's my fate,

that's my luck.

- by kellye tan

▪ random post.

awwww what a tiring day.

woke up damn early and went listen undang with ziyang at kelana jaya.

what a boring talk.

wasted 5 hours there.

and i damn sleepy.

=x

after that,

back to office and mami sent me home.

have a late nap until at night.

after woke up,

start doing my work.

i done 3 work today and yesterday.

yay!!

tmr i can relax a bit bit.

xD

i still got assignment, outline, cards, research.

can i finish it by tomorrow?

well i will try my best.

haha.

northing much,

just feel like typing my blog.

and wanna wish my JS here.

it's his birthday today!

shazaii!

:)

Happy Birthday to JunSam, shazaii.

once JS, forever JS.

:)

- by kellye tan

My Today *\\25.02.2010//*

college as usual.

and as me and my classmates know,

Thursday is the most tiring day.

phews.

having presentation today and guess i not doing very well also.

after class,

have some chat with the dears outside college.

and then wait for my baby free.

then we go for the movie?

i mean the movie in college.

well we got cheated by christin our senior.

she said that mass comm students compulsory to buy the tickets!

okay fine.

my dears are not coming,

so im going with my baby.

we watched hangover.

and,

okay it's a quite funny comedy movie.

:)

and i know that i am super tired.

and i am so sleepy.

hahah.

after movie,

baby accompany me eat at asia cafe.

more while then,

baby leave and i back home also.

what a tiring day.

i need to get some rest at home.

ohh yesss!

tomorrow is a public holiday!

:D

- tickets. :)

Happy Birthday Darren korkor!

:)

- by kellye tan