Monday, November 4, 2013

| 04112013 | * Mid Term Break!


Hello guys!
It's been about a month.
Was busying with lots and lots of assignment because this semester we're taking lots of practical subjects. So everything have to shoot, have to draw, cut, paste, edit and not writing assignment. 


So it's actually very busy compare to sitting in front of a computer just to type our assignment out.
Yet, I like practical because its more fun and experience more thing!

Today imma share photos that we shoot for our music video!
I don't wanna show about rushing other assignments because our face tired until cannot see!
Hahahah. Only we shoot for our MV, we make up and wear like a human.

 

 

 

 

 

 


Nahhhh, show you all when we're not with make up laaa.
But not clear one ahh.
Can see then see lor, cannot see then dowan see lor.
Hahhaha.






Besides, we also never forget to find our way out of stress!
Such as eating nice food.
Although still in Subang area, but better than nothing :)
We also play around in the restaurant :D


After a week of assignment due dates, another week comes again.
Our face pop out pimples and so on.
We are crazily busy!
And finally, we are having our mid term break now :D
Luckily we have no mid term this semester, thanks God!
I can have one week holiday, wheee! :D


Love,
kell.

Thursday, October 17, 2013

| R4ND0M | The Unfair World.


First of all, this post doesn't aim on anyone but it might be offensive
Just a way out for me to tell how I think and how I feel.

People always mumbling around saying that the world is unfair. Yes, we are born to live in the unfair world. Such as there are rich people, there are poor people, there are pretty girls, there are ugly girls, there are handsome boy, there are ugly boy, there are some people born to be tall, there are some people born to be short, there are some people born to be weak, there are people born to be healthy, there are people born to be handicap. But different people have different perception on this. What about your point of view?

I used to complain this unfair world. Especially when I work for PC Fairs, I tend to be unhappy because of my low self esteem. I'm lack of confident. In PC Fair, I can observe different type of people such as people that very into reality (everything talk about sales and money), people who went there for the purpose of satisfaction and so on.

As we all know, PC Fairs always hire models and sales promoter. That is common. When I was working, I always see a lot of people tend to be friend with pretty ladies. For promoters, the bosses would always take good care of those who can sell a lot. I understand, it's their job scope. Who don't like hardworking/useful workers? The unfair for me is that I'm short, I'm round, I'm dark, I'm not good in communicating skills. Why do other people have pretty face, slim body shape, fair skin color? And, even though they are not good in communication skills, but there are always a lot of people approach to them automatically. And because of that, because they are pretty, they build relationship easily, they have broad connection of circles, they get higher paid with easy jobs, people tend to judge them as positive personalities (kind). What about the dark and the fat? People tend to judge them as negative personalities (dirty, lazy). Unless the people know you well, be true to you.

I don't really know how to communicate, I admit that I'm a close topic person (How are you? Oh, fine............ bird's flying on the sky), I am a shy person, I am a person with low-self esteem. I easily think that people dislike me. Because my skin color, because my face (quite a number of people says that my face don't seems to be friendly). Why is the world so unfair? No matter how many pieces of mask I apply on my face, no matter how many bottles of lotion I apply on my skin, no matter how many lifting face moisturizer I used on my face, I'm born to be tan color, that is what I can't change. I'm born to have a round shape face, that is what I can't change. Plus I'm lack of communication skill, I have limited friends, I have limited circles, I have limited jobs with limited pay.

People who born to be common/ugly, can be simply scolded by people. People who born to be pretty/handsome, will be automatically attract people comes to them and treat them well. If there is a voting competition, pretty girls guarantee get more votes compare to the common girl (unless she's good in relationship). If you don't know both of them, who will you vote for? The pretty one or the common one? If there are 2 girls drop their documents on the floor, in a mess, one with long jeans, jacket and another with short and singlet, who will you walk towards to? If you go to a club, a girl who dance around, kiss around and a girl who just simply stick with her friend, don't dance around, who will you go for? You have the answer, don't have to tell me. It define what type of people you are. A person who willingly to help, a person who mind the beauty and ugly, a person who want to have sex, a person who want to make a friend with anyone, a person who want to get benefit, a person who true to every person.

The globe is turning round and round, there is a lot of things happen in the world everyday. Same thing goes to unfair, there are a lot of unfair thing happens everyday. Some can be change, some cannot be change. For things we cannot change, we dream about it. By dream about it, we get satisfaction. Maybe I choose not to know much about the reality of the world, I don't wanna know how cruel and how mean the reality is.



The world is unfair, so do the people is blind. 

Blogged, kell.

Monday, October 14, 2013

| 14102013 | * BBQ & Celebration for HuiLin.

We were invited to HuiLin's house to have BBQ Party. Actually plan to not attend any event this week because I really have lots of assignment to do :'( I feel so pack and running out of time. But 2 more days to her 21st birthday. As a best friend, of course I have to go and assignment put it aside.

I actually have class until 8pm and then straight away fly to her house. But my lecturer not feeling and class cancelled. So I'm able to leave early. KaiJin came my university to pick me up and met PuiYi and pick KokMing up, then we went to HuiLin's house.

We started setting up the BBQ and start BBQ-ing! Wheeeee. All of us were starving. But still a lot of food for us such as chicken wing, meatballs, sausage, bacon, marshmallow and so on. Thanks to HuiLin and her family for preparing such an amazing event.











No doubt, BBQ is hot and I'm sleepy. So I actually went to her living room and take a rest there. Sitting there with PuiYi. I feel like sleeping............ PuiYi stopped me from sleeping and pull me back to BBQ. After a moment, we prepared cake for her, tadaaa!











Then, here comes the war begin. They started to play with mayonnaise, and butter. Oh my that is oily to the max! Luckily girls doesn't get attack. Teehee.







We run here and there to escape from being attack. The road is wide and safe :D









Thanks to HuiLin, sponsored her Clinique Face Cleanser for the boys to wash their oily face.





Then, it's about 1am. They started to pack up and clean the floor. Photo session passed and left. Good Night!






Do we look alike? Hahah, PingKee and me.

- Happy Birthday HuiLin!

- HuiLin, Schumann and KaiJin.




Introducing you all -  my lovely family 

Saturday, October 12, 2013

| 12102013 | * Fun! :D


Yoohoo!
Saturday, what's ya plan?

I was happy yesterday because it's Friday! I almost forget I have class today -.-"
Yeaaaa, so I went to my class this morning - The Korean Class.
Have our assignment 2 already, it due next week but I think I'm not going to class because my graduation is on next week! Wheeee.

So yea, 1pm class end. Thanks to Tiffany! Accompanied me to had my lunch in university.
Back to home, play with my doggie for an hour.
I actually dont know why I can play so long with her.
It's rainy day, so it's very nice to sleep.
She even sleep on my hand....
Uhhh, well that's cute. Cause she's not that quiet usually.
So today I gave her extra junk food :D

I went into my room and surf the net for little while, then I saw her sleeping already.


Then, I also take my nap because tonight I'm going out to have dinner with my loves.
Hometown Steamboat again! In Kota Damansara.
Wheeeee, my favorite! Kekeke.

Then, second round in Meeples.
Thanks to KokMing, because of his 死缠烂打, we enter Meeples.
And we realize that it was so damn fun!
Kinda pricey but... It's a fun and nice place to hang out. 
Yea, I'm addict. 
I keep thinking about their games right now, wahaha.





We play until around 1am only go home. 
KaiJin keep complaining that he's sleepy, but he's the one damn hyper there.
Hahaha, we shall come here often.

Good Night all! Loves, kell.

Saturday, October 5, 2013

| 06102013 | * Further Education?

HOLA!
Long time no see *wave hand*

Anyone still reading my blog?
Because I do not have time to update my blog, I guess my readers gone. HOMAIGAWD.

WELL, frankly speaking, I spent like 10 minutes to wrote that 2 sentences above. I think I've lost the ability to blog T.T Usually I can just log in my blog and straight away dik dik dak dak and type like a boss. Cant believe that I need to think of what I need to type for now. Argh!

OKAY -.- 
I'm just gonna slightly update about my day of this Saturday.
Still good, I have no assignment to rush yet. I'm still able to rest well without stress.
I have morning korean class in the university. Well, I enjoy the moment.

Class end, I had my brunch with Chelsea and Chian in Face to Face Taylor's. This is the second time we spend our meal there and still, so unsatisfied. The food is still not as good as SS15 branch.

Then, we sent Chelsea to LCCT because she's flying back to Penang which is her hometown. After that, me and Chian went to KLCC for UK Education Fair. Wooo, thanks for the information anyway. You are the one who told me there is such exhibition exist today! We went to the fair and asked for certain information about the universities. Not clearly enough but at least an idea for me. 

Besides, we actually wanted to enter to Beauty Expo as well, but we have to paid RM10 for the visitor pass. I can pay for that, but at the same time, I was thinking that I wouldn't buy something. I feel like go in and look around and that's it. So we decided not to take part for that. We headed back to Subang and had Jojo Pan Mee again. Hahah, I love Pan Mee! Had a great day with the sick cat Chian, get well soon yar babe!

About 715pm, we left and back to our own house. I spent a few hours sitting in front of my laptop and being slack. After that, I play with my puppy for about 45 minutes and sit down to talked to my mum about the university, trying to discuss with her. But for now everything still unclear. But for what I know is that their intake is either on January which is so damn very soon, or September which is another year. Basically I guess I'm more prefer to September. The most thing I hope is that I had a friend can go with me T.T I think I must use The Secret Theory. Ahhh, so badly.

Guys, I'm leaving for a year T.T Please miss me T.T Hahaha!
Well, If I have a friend to go with me, I probably get excited for that.
If I have no friend to go with me, I actually dont feel excited at all -.-
I dont wanna be a loner, teehee!

Ciaoz,
kell.

Monday, September 9, 2013

| R4ND0M | * Hi Blog!


Beep Beep!
It's 9th of September and my blog does not update for like almost a month.
OHMYGOSH how can I do this?!

Well, I've moved to another level of my life.
Degree in university life is getting busy.
With lots of assignments, practical work, exam and so on.
It is also a challenge in my life whether I can achieve it, or I dont.
I really hope I can graduate without delay tho. 
I dont wanna resit, dont wanna fail and blablabla which wasting my time.

In life, every second counts.

I have lots of blog post never been update T.T
My blog used to be my diary/notes.
Whenever I wanna recall back what happens last few year, on which day, usually I refer to my blog.
But ahhhhhh, I'm fail to do so.
My birthday celebration this year, Christmas Day last year, and a lot of trip, concert...
THEY ARE GONE.
I mean I can actually blog now, but it will never recall back the feeling on that day itself, agree?

Time flies, it's September.
Soon, I'm turning to 22 and gonna move to another level and taking another challenge which is studying at overseas again, ALONE T.T
God Bless!

Alright, I'm just random up here, ciaoz peeepo! :D

Kell.

Sunday, August 11, 2013

| R4ND0M | * 奇妙人生



人生,很奇妙。
隨著歲月的成長,我們領悟了很多東西,
我們會比以往的想法來得更成熟,我們會以更理智的方法去決定某些問題。

以前的我,希望趕快長大。歲月不留人啊,好懷念童年的我,看著小學,看著遊樂場所—好懷念。以前的我,現在的我,明明是同一個人,可是走進去的身份卻不一樣。為什麼以前我走進去是個學生,現在的我走進去卻是家長、老師?
可那明明就是我,可是同一個人啊,奇妙嗎?

對於我外婆的過世,它還在我心裡,放不下。想著以前外婆牽著我那小小的手去上學,接我放學,為我準備的三餐,為我縫補我丟去一邊的破洞衣服… 就算駝背也毫無埋怨,一意孤行為我做這個做那個。現在,就算我有破洞的衣服,我就丟一邊,不去穿它,可是我的衣服再也不會莫名奇妙的縫好了。現在你為我留下的,只有回憶。我媽說,以後我們就會把您的樣子給忘了,可是我不要,我不要把你給忘了。外婆,您過得好嗎?

同時,我… 我很害怕接受下一個挑戰。外婆是我媽媽的媽媽,兩層的連接關係,那接下來的,是不是直接關係,會比外婆來得更親呢?比如說,我的父母。雖然那是還有很久的事,但是我的心情還是避不過那份害怕。接下來的,是不是會令我更大受打擊?

以前,我不依靠神。自從外婆過世,讓我體會到不少東西,令我相信神的存在。現在,出遠門之前、從遠門安全回到家,我都會上香,有時甚至出去一會兒,上課,我都會拜拜。以前,我吃牛肉吃得很無所謂。現在,我吃牛肉我會覺得我很罪過。

相信,是不是一個人生存的重要元素之一呢?

沒有了相信,人是不是似乎少了些寄託?那當你覺得不安心,需要幫助的時候,你會投靠誰?

至於朋友、同事、伙伴…在我們人生里往往出現很多種人—貴人、小人、真心的、假意的等等。
朋友不需要多,真心的,一兩個就好。
貴人不必說,我們不會懂是誰。
小人自己知道就好,不必詛咒,我們要相信「人在做,天在看」的原理。

人生中會出現刻意中傷你的人,有些人會把他們的話化為動力,我們也得感謝小人的存在。而有些人會把他們的話當作廢話,盡情的讓他們中傷你,要感到快樂,是他們讓你知道社會有多殘酷,是他們讓你知道小人有多令人討厭,所以你不會是那個小人,是他們讓你知道你的 EQ 有多高,感謝小人們。

以前,我一天到晚想著孤單。現在,當你孤單你回想起誰?我會想起我的狗狗,它願意給我無限的時間、無限的愛。就算它多忙碌,正在小便,正在吃東西…我鎖匙鈴鐺響起的那一刻,它放下所有手頭上的東西來到我的面前,搖著尾巴,尾巴左右左右的,似乎催眠了我,讓我彎下腰撫摸它。它的存在,讓我孤單的指數大大下降!雖然它很頑皮,但是它還是忠心的,它給我的愛比社會給的來得專一。雖然它的樣子傻乎乎的,當你認真的看著它,它其實多麼憐憫,渴望我能夠給它更多的愛,更多的關懷。
狗狗,我愛你!

很多人,為一件小事起爭執,為一件事執著得很,何必呢?所有東西有好有壞,你怎麼看?專注在好的,還是壞的?有時候,我們該放下憤怒,站出圈外,看看整件事,再理智地作出決定,可能後果很更好。
你的心情,由你決定。



哭给自己听,笑给别人看 —— 这就是所谓的人生。

Love,
kell.

Saturday, June 22, 2013

| 22062013 | * Busy with Assignments.


Ello!
Just a random update here, cant see my blog for being quiet.
This is the most recent look which is today!

My hair is getting longer, my fringe is getting longer, too.
Eye bags become heavier and dark circle's become darker. 
Condition of my face become worst and dry.
Yup, that's my recent look.

I got no time to sleep more,
I got no time to do mask.
I reach home late and I left the few hours for sleep.
So I didnt waste my time.



And this is the photo after our group presentation.
Nahhhh, also, the tired look.
We go home and took nap after our presentation.
Very tired.


Even my first white hair grew.
I'm really old.
Arghhh.

But next week is the last week for class and 3 more assignments to rush.
After that we're gonna study for finals.
That's crazy.
But after that I'll have holidays! YAY.

Good Night peeps, xoxo.

Thursday, June 13, 2013

| 13062013 | * Cheerful Day.

Hi, sawadeekap :D

I just came back from Thailand yesterday, and yea I just recover my sick yesterday.
Basically I sick for ONE day.
Thanks God, for curing me in such a speedy.
I sleep a lot yesterday, I didnt join any night session with them.
I only sleep in the hotel after dinner, I vomited there anyways.
And I vomit in hotel as well.
At the same time, I felt the care from my sister.
Awww, so sweet and so thankful for her.
She pack all the stuffs in hotel, she touched my forehead when she's awake, she put a wet handkerchief on my forehead....
So touched, ah!

And today, tadaaa!
I'm energetic. 
But still, my stomach dont feel well, I dont eat a lot today.

Today, I feel cheerful.
Maybe I have enough sleep, enough rest.
I nap yesterday from 7pm to 2am.
Yeaaaa I woke up at the very middle timing.
That's not a problem, the problem is I have to wake at 630am.
So? I had a bowl of porridge and continue sleeping.
I woke up at 5am and shower, start packing the bags,
and ready for school!

Although I had 2 same classes of the same lecturer/same subject,
and the problem is I dislike the lecturer.
But everything goes well today :D

Between the 2 classes, we have 4 hours break and we went for badminton!
Finally I can play badminton!
Yay! Last week I didnt join them because I having period that time and I dont like to move around.
Ahaha. Get sweat, feel so naiz.

Then back to class.
Then back to home.
Play with Baby and take shower.
Blog, and ready for nap! :D


Blogged,
kell.