| 15042011 | * Working Day 1

Hewoo :)

its been a long time i didnt work. i realize that i am very nervous for this job today - PC Fair. idk why everytime i work PC Fair i feel so nervous, perhaps i afraid i got no sales? because there's really a lot of promoter there snatching customers. seriously im scared.

another thing, this time is different. not only me and puiyi together but with chian and hueyyih as well. so 4 of us stick together, we find customer for each other when we've got sales. but somehow i feel that's not so good because i will not put so much effort in after i got my sales.

sold 2 units today. a lot of promoters and some are the model wannabe. shows that im so ugly and no sales. T.T they could seduce a lot of customer yah? ;(

night, kaijin sent us home and chian overnight my house again :)

tired day; nights! :)

Loves,

Kell.

| 14042011 | * Speak Well Campaign.

first of all.

Happy Birthday to ze Dabez, Sha!!

Wish you all the best and keep in touch okayy! ;)

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then back to the topic,

this is our last day of ze Speak Well campaign.

Owh i am so happy.

campaign end and went kota damansara had steamboat with a lot of people.

they are schumann, kaijin, alvin, huilin, puiyi, lek and chian.

yum yum ;D

tired day!

after steamboat, had snowflakes as our desserts.

then went back subang and college mua car.

chian overnight at mua house.

Good Night! x)

Xoxo,

Kell.

| 13042011 | * Sream 4 Premiere Screening.

Hewoo :D

not going for class today since there's nothing much to do. waiting for the girls come to my house enjoy pasta. thanks to chian dear to sent yilin come to my house so that i dont have to purposely go college but then thanks really thanks to her purposely come to puchong. (:

rest at home until chian left. make up and left house head to one utama. got invitation from Nuffnang watch Scream 4 premiere screening. went there early and walk walk. bought Oslee peel off gel facial things and coincidently the promoters were the worker of Dreams Shabu Shabu last time when i used to eat there with mua sixta.

also had dinner at Just Thai. ate thai food and yum yum its so nice ;D took pictures there and do other stuffs waiting for the time passed. x)

wait wait wait sitting in the restroom and also somewhere else until 9pm finally, we went into the cinema for movie. ;D WALAO the movie, chee gek dou ._____.

if you are a close friend of mine, you will know i am a person who dont watch scary movie. now i come and watch this and its so freaking chee gek. LOL. and the cinema speaker so damn loud, me and yilin hold hand tight because aiyoh, takut sekali-lah. WTH ._____.

finally movie ends, people take picture and i masukkkk saja. HAHA cant see mua face also. ;( LOL. besides, thanks baboon bring me take my car and bring me the way out of the car park. LOL. then sent yilin home and im home ;)

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ada orang capture sendiri =p

Xoxo,

Kell.

| R4ND0M | * Good Night!

Hello peeps!

and yeahh Bye peeps!

nothing much to blog about today but missing my blog so much and yeahh,

im here to greeting good nights with all of ya :)

eheheh ;D

Good night! Have a nice and wonderful day yah ;D

Xoxo,

Kell.

| R4ND0M | * Heartfeelings.

Hii.

I'm unhappy, down and angry currently.

Please do forgive me if i get angry of anyone of you.

My phone is keep on ringing and ringing,

my mother twice in a minute, my sister in the next minute, my friend in next after this minute.

I feel so annoying, so so annoying.

And from the phone calls, i heard the background is so noisy and crowded.

Not like me,

staying at home alone, lonely for whole day long.

Sister went Seremban with her boyfee overnight for 2 days,

brother went out with friends,

father and mother went out dinner party and redbox with friends.

Me? (:

Thanks God for letting me being so lonely today.

I feel so enjoy, i can feel the loneliness.

Seriously thanks for all.

Friends deciding a thing.

After everything settled and decided,

change this and that.

The plan keep on changing and makes me feel like dont wanna care anymore.

I feel like wanna quiet, in peaceful.

Setting offline, listening to music, and blog.

As i said,

blog is my every best friend.

Because my blog is the one who can really share what i feel,

my blog understand me.

It allows me to type anything i want,

be my best ever listener.

I miss you, do you know that?

Everytime when i take action is because I cant take it anymore.

I want to tell and i want to take action, to express.

You know how suffer i carry this burden?

Why do you choose to escape? And not to give me a stable answer?

Hanging me half way, going to die but giving me breathe sometimes.

What do you want from me?

I really feel tired, you know?

How only you can understand?

Im a girl you know? Why am i always acting like a male?

Its like i am the gentlemen and you are the ladies who always escape, and im waiting and waiting.

Seriously, i feel suffer, i feel empty.

And i also seriously feel like im a shit and a fool,

i feel like giving up.

You puas?

Blogged,

Kell.

| 09042011 | * Its Been A Long Time.

Hii people,

looking at my smiling picture look so damn kawaii right? (:

so please do miss me much and visit my blog, heheh ;D

Its been so long i never wear my contact lens. and today, i wore it to go out. its like i suddenly have the mood of wearing it lahh D;

morning, woke up and shower. then chian came to my house and we drank a cup of milo. off to pick up puiyi and we went damansara for the job training. training for around an hour, 3 of us starts starving.

back to mua house and out to subang parade. met up with chian and lam in sakae sushi, had our lunch together (:

around 4pm, we left.

me and puiyi went to sunway pyramid, bought movie tickets - Just go with it.

and we start hunt for her shoes. and hunt for my bag as well. and i bought a facial cleanser from body shop and a eye and lip make up remover from the shop which i dont know what the shop name is =x

and yeahh i finally bought a bag from maple which is kinda similar or perhaps its totally the same with chian's one. because that's really look nice and kinda convenient i guess? there's 2 pocket beside, easy to let me place my phone there (: so i bought it with RM69.50.

kinda expensive and yeahh out of my budget. hope i can use more than 1 year, my white bag that i used to bring everywhere in college or wherever, that's already a year. last year my birthday present until now. so i wish this bag can accompany me more than 2 years? (:

a dress i saw and i tried, i like it so so so so much. and i always dont look nice in dress, but the dress damn nice when i wore! but too bad, their cutting the zip there got problem, cant zip one. :'( damn sad rightt. i told the person, then she let me tried another 2 but still the same, even ask the person come in and help, she also cant make it. so sad i like that dress so much :'( and it's in red color T.T

haihh forget about it. after shopping for a while, we almost forget our movie until the last 5 minutes, we ran into the cinema. luckily havent start yet. this movie makes me feel kinda boring a lil bit. i dont know why, its like not what i expect maybe? btw if you feel like watching........... you can go watch (:

930pm, left from sunway pyramid. sent puiyi home and im home to eat bakuteeee! mua love! damn long time didnt eat that. phews! (:

Love,

Kell.

| 06042011 | * Stress!

Hiii (:

It's me again eheheh ;D

guess what? tomorrow will be a very busy and stressful day D;

i've 2 test and a campaign and needed to be at the booth.

but now i know nothing for my test, HOORAY!

seriously i dont know what to study for ze test. ishh!

seriously im kinda hopeless view yeah? D;

ahhh i had stay back and study but still i cant.

i i i i i i just cant concentrate study because i dont know what to study!

there's notes, but its like i learn nothing for the whole semester you know D;

except tv production. BM, journalism and public relations is like..

so nothing; so empty in my mind.

its like, what's that about? -.-

but owh please, i dont wanna retake journalism anymore.

even resit i also dont want to. i dont want to face all the leads, beats or something anymore.

i feel so annoy, its so so annoy me ;(

ahh having campaign in college samo.

in front of the lift 3-5pm, speak well campaign.

feel free to drop by okieeee thankyouuu (:

needda dress formal, feel so uhm but i like, look so smart for me (:

and needda wear heels. uhmm.

friday have to pass up movie review and i touch nothing samo.

I WHERE GOT SO MANY TIME DO ALL THESE?!

if i can choose, i will just give up.

i wont want all these things to help me gain marks,

i'll shorten my own life just because of gaining all these stewpid marks.

why is this semester so damn alot of projects and assignment?

normally only 1 project and 1 assignment.

especially ze journalism, WTH 2 projects 2 assignments,

movie review samo and homework samo.

do already didnt collect samo. my files pecah probably also because of all your work.

asked us do and not collecting back! WTH.

seriously im kinda angry of this semester. it's like everything, how you do also it wont finish.

shorten my life just because of all these you know D;

HAIHH, actually kinda hyper mood but post har post har now become angry dee D;

btw i stop here okayeee ♥♥♥♥

Love,

Kell.

| 04042011 | * Assignments!

Hello! (:

nowadays, not only parents and adults are the one who busying for the one whole day, even students! they had their stress too! just like me .____.

guess i more worst than the adults you know -.- they can rest after 11pm, at least? students have to stay up late until 4 or 5am, or even sleepless night. WTF. just because of ze assignments and projects, tests and finals. WTH.

so yeahh in this blog post im gonna talk about how unlucky and how suffer am i. from early reaching ze college, i went to the library to start doing my assignment because the due date is tomorrow. i know i shouldnt be so damn effing last minute but sorry! i got no more time, was busying for a lot of stuffs.

class end at 6pm and went home. rest for a little while and continue my assignment. guess what? NO ELECTRICITY! and my assignment gone -.- i know what you gonna say, microsoft word auto save my files right? yeahh when i on back, there's a box beside my document, but the problem is i opened it but nothing. Hackkkk, i have to retype it!

and the assignment is the freaking see and guess what the photo is telling me about. the pictures does not have any mouth lahh and i cant understand. well, long time i never try to suffer from assignments, lets cherish the time. WTF.

finally i finished it by 1 something in ze midnight. finally im done, finally. before that, i was like stress until keep on spamming my facebook wall. LOL. what a messy facebook wall, even myself also feel that is so so annoying.

ahhhh but yeahh finally, my assignment done! YES! ;DD

see my pity face look so tired x'(

seriously idk what's the assignment about :(

look at my facebook feel so annoy.

ehehehe iloveyou mwah!

Love, Kell.

| 02042011 | * Green Box!

went sg.wang with sister, ivan and alvis. perhaps this is the last outing this time he came back, need wait till next time he come back. owh the HE - Alvis :)

what can we do in green box? sing k lur. sing sing and eat eat. im hungry and keep on eating. HAHA because was having flu, so my sound cant sing, song can sing but i just dislike the sound. so i prefer not to sing. :(

so i keep on eating, snacks or whatever. LOL! after singing, photo session! took more more photos this time. because alvis wanna go back Japan niao. T.T

after that, sent ivan and alvis home. feel kinda miss alvis after he went home because dont know when can meet again. T.T although i dont really talk to him and not really know him well, but still friends mahh. D;

then then, we went home. and im so effing tired but kinda no mood. chat with friends until 4am only i go to bed. :'(

Xoxo,

Kell.