My Today *\\31.08.2010//*

Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!

it's Malaysia Independent Day.

and public holiday.

did nothing much today.

as usual staying at home online, tv.

did some draft for the assignments so that wont be that rush.

watched a lot of movies.

but still the so so boring.

one thing im not really used to it,

it is once i awake,

my phone got no text messages such as good morning or i go work now.

and it is blank and nothing at all.

well i understand,

all these need time right?

actually i admit,

these days also i am thinking,

will i regret?

is all these the right decision?

i really dont know,

even you also wont know.

only time can show us what is real, what is fake.

i am afraid i regret,

and i am afraid i made the wrong decision.

is that we really not suitable?

or just that is all my problem?

i wish to know what i really want,

i wish to know is this decision is right or wrong.

but how can i know?

:(

honestly,

i miss you.

but i just have to control myself not to text you.

because you know,

we both need time to let go.

bii, ily.

and im sorry.

- i wish its not.

- tell me, who's the one?

- life is so ridiculous, we wont know who is the right until the right time.

- by kellyetan