如果你是我，你会做出什么选择？

今天，在回家的路上，我不停地思考两个问题。

1. 人，活着是为了什么？

2. 人，为了什么而活着？

其实，这几天我在工作上都遇到了瓶颈。

我觉得压力，我觉得委屈，我觉得不开心。

 因为工作上的关系，这几天我反反复复的在想，我其实是不是应该离开了？

 可是，这份工作我还没有做到一年。

我的生活很忙碌，很充实。

 可是80%的时间都放在工作上，周末也只有2天，
而那两天也是在忙碌的赚钱。坦白说，我连休息，我连睡觉的时间也没有。

 回到了同样的问题，

人，活着是为了什么？
亲情？爱情？成长?

 也许是吧？

那，

人，为了什么而活着？
希望？梦想？

 人，就是要开开心心的活着。

 如果我不开心，我该怎么做？

 当所有人都看见问题不在我这里，而是别人身上，

 但你自己却改变不了什么的时候，你的选择会是什么？

 你会选择留下，还是选择离开？

从一月份的开始，我就对自己的工作开始堆满一堆堆的压力。
我时时刻刻都想着工作上的东西，

 就连发梦也会梦见，有时想到工作上的东西导致睡不着，

 甚至因为工作的关系, 连我感冒了也没有勇气拿MC。

 有时放工了，走过LDP那条路，真的很想念我的外婆，

 因为一下隧道就通NPE可以到外婆家，压力的时候，不高兴的时候，真的很希望外婆还在，那我可能就绕去她家和她聊天，也许她的微笑就可以让我一切烦恼抛开。

 其实这一切公事上的东西，

 我都有和我的朋友，男朋友，母亲聊起，但是毕竟这个是自己的感受，没有一个人能够真正知道我的感受。

 有时，也是因为不想让家人担心，就不开口谈起。

 其实工作上的东西，已经有好几次让我觉得精神崩溃，让我觉得很委屈，让我觉得很辛苦。工作上的东西，已经让我流泪好几次。

 其实，我是不是该选择离开了？

  

前一阵子，我拿到我的花红了。

 不到一年，我的花红的数字还蛮漂亮，也得到上司的赞赏，
上司甚至说我很快的就会升职加薪了。

 我真的很想等，我很想等我升职的职位，我很盼望我加薪的数数字，
可是如果我工作到不开心，一天就相等于一个月。

 我已经开始很想逃避。

 我的人很清楚知道自己的感觉，

 我知道我不喜欢，我知道我不高兴，我其实是不会担心没有工作，又或者先找到工作才辞职。

 我很清楚我自己是个很潇洒的女孩，我可以说走就走，说离开就离开。

 可是会到来很让我不知所措的，就是我很想继续留下直到升职加薪，我很想离开因为我很压力，我快要窒息。

 我到底该如何做出选择？

 外婆，你可不可以报梦告诉我，我该怎么做？

x,

kellyetan

Burger & Lobster, Malaysia: Pre-Valentine's Celebration

HOLA!

I'ts been a loooong time, since the last post, it was March 2016.

😮 almost a year....

Well, this post is gonna be...

*drum rolling....*

Burger & Lobster, Malaysia!

Valentine's Day is around the corner, and we all know most of the restaurants will come out with Valentine's Set kinda meal. And it cost like above RM150 with a few thin slices of meat which will not make you full anyway.

For us, it's not a wise choice to celebrate Valentine's Day on the exact day, we usually celebrate few days earlier.

This year, it's not just both of us. We celebrate it together with our friends!

To the couples, I wishing you stay sweet and happy!

To the single, you will find your Mr and Mrs. Right very soon and be happy because we are altogether, you guys know I love every one of you 💗

Cheers, for our friendship!

Compare with Burger & Lobster in London, there are more options in Malaysia.

There are only 3 options in England whereas there are 9 options here in Malaysia!

Some of the flavors are specially made to suit the Malaysian's taste.

(Read the post of having Burger & Lobster in England)

There are 2 price shown on the menu, the cheaper price is for Genting members whereas the expensive one is for non Genting members.

If you have the card where you can collect Genting points from casino or from some restaurants, yup, that's the card to get the cheaper price.

The environment is exactly same with London. 

Before the lobster served, we they gave us a plastic kind of napkin to tie on your neck, same goes to England.

- Schumann & KaiJin.

- PingKee & me.

I ordered the original steamed London and my bf ordered the original Lobster roll.

Well, the Asian thing, photographs before eating!

Hands off!

- The original steam lobster RM148 (with Genting member)

- The original lobster roll RM138 (with Genting member)

- The Asian... xD

- PingKee photo boom!

- Hui Lin

- PuiYi

In my opinion, the taste have slightly different compare to Burger & Lobster in London. The Lobster is fresh but the taste is a little bit different. My friends who tried for their first time, their comment was very nice and fresh. So I guess is good actually, just that I've tried the London one, and that's why  I will do comparison.

We spent almost an hour eating the lobster, and maybe because the table is too high, our shoulder feels tired while eating. 

The lobster were served with chips and salad, so damn full.

- #chsshitgroup

Next, few of them went to watch the Purple League, badminton match and left PingKee, HuiLin and me. We bought drinks at GongCha and chat for almost 2 hours, until their match finished.

We then left Genting at about 6.30pm and we saw Burger & Lobster had long queue. Luckily we went the early noon session at about 12pm where there are still empty seats.

They don't take reservations now, you can only walk in.

So, go earlier if you wish to have your meal there!

Once again,

Happy Valentine's Day!

Burger & Lobster Malaysia

Level 1, Sky Avenue, Resorts World Genting, Pahang, Malaysia.

Tel: +603-6105 9186

Business Hour:

Sunday - Thursday: 11AM-10pm

Friday - Saturday: 11AM-12AM

Love,

kellyetan

| R4ND0M | * Tuesday Beauty Review

Hi there! It's been so long, how are you doing?

It's so happy that I could rest early today!

Well, not early anymore, it's 10.40PM now. 

I suppose to be at badminton court every Tuesday.

But, I had my badminton session last Tuesday and Wednesday and I came home late.

That feeling was so great, I sweat a lot and I sleep very well.

But, the next day I feel super high.

I hardly know what myself is doing, I was super tired.

I told myself I need to rest for the coming week.

My bf still stick with his weekly routine, his Tuesday badminton session.

Therefore I have my own sweet time to rest at home.

Of course, I don't just waste my time in that way?

My 'own sweet time' refers to my beauty moment.

Also, introducing you some beauty products.

Don't worry, it's not an advertorial post,

it's all based on my personal review.

 WOOLALA

Let's see...

CLEANSER: KOSE HADAKIWAMI POWDER WASH

- Oops, love note from my sister.

- Ze inside.

It's KOSE Hadakiwami Powder Wash which my sister brought it for me all the way from Japan. 

It's in powder form, and what you will need to do is drip a few drop of water and rub it, then the cleanser turns to bubble foam and you are ready to wash! 

It smells really good, just a light smell. 

One packet of this can use for 2 to 3 times (perhaps my face is too small?). 

It's convenient for people who travel!

MASK: INNISFREE IT'S REAL SQUEEZE MASK (CUCUMBER)

Well, I've been using this for years. There are various of smell for this mask such as Rose, Avocado, Manuka Honey etc. 

Some of the smell are with white liquid (Avocado, Tofu) and some are transparent (Cucumber). For me, masks with white liquid is more sticky compared to the transparent one. So usually I'll buy cucumber, green tea, aloe vera, etc. 

But, don't buy Manuka Honey! It is very sticky, like seriously. I used twice and I really cant accept. I will need to wash up my face with water after I used. 

BODY LOTION: MT SAPOLA (LEMONGRASS)

I knew this brand from Thailand. It has various smell, the reason I purchase lemongrass is because it feels like I am doing spa. It gave me relaxation. 

They do sell massage oils too, which my mom is using it. Massage oil with lemongrass smell is relax to the max. 

The texture of this body lotion is not very very soft, but it dry very quickly. 

As you just apply and push over, your skin will absorb it very quickly.

Then you will smell like a lemongrass, hahaha.

And that's my beauty routine today.

p/s: I don't skip my toner and serum. But that's my daily routine. Hence I didnt specially do a review on that. 

See you soon people!

x

kellyetan

人生中的难题——选择

你是否遇过人生中的难题？

当时，你又如何熬过去？

在我们的成长过程中，必定会经过风风雨雨，跌跌撞撞，喜怒哀乐等。

有时觉得上天是在耍我们吗？为何一时过的好，一时却那么难过？

就像一些人突然间站在顶峰，下一秒却一无所有。

这些都是为什么？

常听人家说，小时候想长大，长大后却想回到小时候。

可是我没有这么想过，有想过逃避上课，但没想过要长大。

长大了，责任多了，负担也大了，除非你是个不负责任的人。

回到人生中的难题，我姐曾问过我，当年我很害怕出国读书，我是如何熬过来。

我很幸福，真的！我有姐姐和姐夫陪伴我出国，因为他们有能力可以陪我，顺便旅行。别人有吗？有，机会率低得很。

他们帮我办好一些手续就离开我，去游玩了。

我怕吗？没有方向感的我，怕！曾因为是新生而被一群人围着欺负的我，更怕！

硬着头皮，熬过去了。

没办法，必须朝着自己的目标前进，向自己过去说过的话负责任。

对我来说，最痛苦最难熬的难题 —— 选择。

一个选择，一个决定，足以影响一个人的一生。

例如，我得了癌症，我选择治疗，有就有机会痊愈；

我选择不做治疗，结果就只有一个。

其实我真的非常讨厌“选择”这个东西。

一旦它缠着我，我真的很生气。

当我知道我的个人问题会影响我的未来，我决定改变。

改变，是我的选择。

打从心里，我决定了。

可惜，有些人不知道，不能够明白我的处境。

因为在他们心中已经定下我是是这样的一个人。

我改变，就等于我做不了我自己。

所以你说，选择这东西是不是很烦？

因为我长得有点高傲的样子，所以我不笑，别人会觉得我不友善。

我笑点高，所以有些东西我真的不觉得好笑。

我的人比较认真，所以人家对我开玩笑可能我当真。

我没有信心，所以很轻易觉得人家不喜欢我。

我正在进行改变中...

这几天，我笑多一点，即使笑话不好笑，我笑。

即使我觉得人家不喜欢我，我尝试让他喜欢我。

大家看起来容易，可是其实那种感觉很难明白。

对我来说，这是一个应酬，是很累的。

打从心里，我会觉得对不起自己。

我必须想我的心道歉。

因为要取悦人家而改变自己。

只能怪自己没长的像别人那么讨人喜欢的样子。

也许，这是成长的一个过程吧？

“别低头，皇冠会掉，

别哭泣，敌人会笑。”

告诉自己，选择改变是对的。

加油吧！

让人家跌破眼镜，用行动告诉他们，他们看错了我。

你们是不是也有类似的难题？

不要气馁，我们一起加油。

我是从男朋友口中说的，该伤心的是我才对吧？

虽然会不高兴，但是他们坦白也是希望我们变得更好，所谓忠言逆耳嘛！

我们应该接受于改变。

这些难题让我们变得更强大！

虽然这篇东西有点悲悲的，但我可是充满正能量！

部落格是我最好的诉苦伙伴嘛！

我常常写blog写到哭啊！我的朋友看过，呵呵！

哭了一场就没事了 :)

大家一起加油！

x

kellyetan

| R4ND0M | * Recent Update.

안녕하세요！

一个星期工作5天，甚至6天的你，

星期五的假期，加上周末，连续3天的假期，

对你来说会不会很颓废呢？

适当的休息是对的。

今天一起身就以为要上班，然后再停顿一下，才想起今天是假期。

顿时觉得，啊...真好！终于可以睡到下午。

吃完早餐午餐，还是懒洋洋的，但还是做了家务。

时间还早呢！好颓废，该做些什么好呢？

就想起了我的发霉部落格。

写作这种东西是靠灵感的，没有灵感的话，我呕也呕不出字来。

上个星期的周末，我和朋友们到星巴克去，

他们谈他们的东西，我就带着我的电脑，想说去写一写我的部落格。

结果两个小时写了几行字，而且超没感觉的，所以放弃了。

今天的状态也还好，不过就一个人呆在家，无所事事的，

既然自己跟自己讲话像个白痴，倒不如把想说的话写在这里。

有种强烈的感觉，接下来我惨了。

工作上好像有很大的变化，让我觉得无助。

开始害怕接下来的挑战。

可是，撑下去吧！“能者多劳”哇，加油！

今日到此为止，哈哈哈...

接下来顺便update一下.

话不多说，let the picture speak the words.

.

14112015 - 男友毕业典礼

除了恭喜，还是恭喜！Well done my love!

20112015 - 为番薯男庆生

多年的朋友，生日快乐，友谊万岁！

05122015 - 两天一夜 Hilton Hotel 五星级酒店的享受

Weekly Routine - 当然少不了运动！

还有脏兮兮的鞋

到此为止咯！

x

kellyetan

| 01112015 | * I Feel Thankful.

Hi there, long time no see.

It's been a few months since my last update.

Here's some quick update about my life.

I was back to Malaysia since July, and was busy entertaining my friends around.

Tea, lunch, dinner, supper, karaoke, movie, club etc.

Till the end of September, I get my first job.

I am lucky to get a job which located near my house, 

I can woke up later than I expect;

and I am lucky to get a job position which is my expertise - B L O G.

I actually never thought of joining this company, as I was just went to interview to train myself, and to gain experience for interview.

Who knows, I'm the lucky one :')

Thanks God, thanks life, thanks to my manager :')

So here began my working life...

I've been working for a month, and got my first salary.

I feel excited, like really.

And I want to pay off my first salary to people that I would love to thank them,

my family, and of course my colleagues.

My mom always try to squeeze some time out and cook dinner for me,

because she know I almost die from hunger once I back home from work.

My sister pay for my formal/working clothes and shoes for my first job.

And my colleagues who gave me a chance to step in this company, 

their well treat, and things they have taught me.

I feel thankful.

.

On the weekend,

I spent my Saturday morning with my friends - Breakfast.

After that, it depends.

Sometimes I hang out with them till dinner time,

sometimes I go home to have my own time.

On Sunday, I'll leave my time for my family.

House work at home, dinner with family.

I cherish every weekend I had, because I will only have that 2 days off to spend my time with myself, my friends, and my family.

To me, weekend is an important moment where I have to spend wisely.

That's all for ma updates, good night!

x

kellyetan

How do you survive for Summer?

Hey guys!

SUMMER IS HERE!

It is really a great time to have picnic on the beach, or play some fun and exciting activities such as snorkeling, surfing and sky diving.

How fun is that?

At the same time, how do you survive and maintain your appearance in this summer?

In this post, I will be sharing a few tips of 

HOW YOU SURVIVE and MAINTAIN YOUR LOOK 

for summer.

TO SURVIVE, YOU NEED TO...

1. Apply sun block on your face, body and your foot!

If you don't wanna be like me, apply sun block all over your body, including your face and foot, or else you'll see your slipper's shape of sun burn on your foot. If you still get sun burn on your face and body, apply aloe vera gel to smoothen it, you will feel better!

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2. Put your shades on.

To protect your eyes, and to make sure you can see things clearly without the disturbance of dazzling sunlight, put your sunglasses on!

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3. Prepare a portable fan.

It seems useless, but it's so useful! Small wind can keep you cool and made your day!

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4. Don't be dehydrated.

We tend to be exhaust and sweat a lot during summer, remember to drink more water to keep yourself hydrated! 

TO MAINTAIN YOUR LOOK, YOU CAN HAVE...

1. Something special with your bikini, wear it with a batik cloth!

Everyone is wearing bikini. Be different, wear it stylishly. 

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2. Something special for your hair.

New look for your hair in this summer! Trim, perm, bleach, tone or color your hair!

Let your friends shout "Wow, you have cool hair colors!"

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 3. Get a swaggie cap.

An optional accessories for your outfit. Meanwhile, it does help to block the dazzling sunlight, partially.

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4. Pedicure services.

You will be able to wear slippers and your toes would probably be really bored. Give them some colorful nail polish!

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These are my survival checklist during summer, hope it's useful for you.

Also, you can go to https://www.madison-reed.com/color-advisor to do a quick test and check out hair color that suits you in this summer!

x
kellyetan