▪ words from you

" i wont let you worry me.
without you, i will be more mature take care myself.
with you, i will protect you with all i can.
i know what a women need from a man.
i will do it."


wide smileeee from me.
:D
you didnt make me disappointed!
(:
you really listen what i said.
thanks dear!
thanks for listen me once.
(:

take care.
we're always best friend.
find me if anything.

althought we're not together,
but im still supporting you, always.
(:


- by kellye tan

▪ TJS ♥

we break up today.
5 days more its me and your 1 year and 3rd month.
but we couldn't celebrate together.

normally i will said sorry to you.
but this time,
i guess i didnt do any fault thing.
so i wouldn't say sorry to you.

every words that you talk to me is with a mock.
you're talking something with meaning but you dont wanna let me know.
i have no choice.

let all the things keep inside my heart.
let them be my memories.
thanks for being my boyfriend.
care me,
love me,
teach me,
accompany me.
i do really thanks for your concern.

im really happy every moment spending with you.
it is so sweet.
a sweet and happy relationship between me and you.
thank you for so much.
but i think,
that's enough for me.
really enough.
(:

smile.
be happy.
be resolute.
you can do what you want to do right now.
i am not your who anymore.
i wont stop you.
but at least,
dont break one promise,
the only one promise i hope you can do for me.
please take good care of yourself,
do not do anything that hurts you.
can you do this to me?
i dont hope the last promise you will break it too.
this is the only promise i hope you can achieve it.
alright?
(:

thanks for the nickname of ouou, laksa, and dear.
thanks a lot for all of these.

i know you can live without me.
dont underestimate yourself.
you really can.
you're a clever people,
you know?
you're a people that can really do things well.
but sometimes just need to change a little bit of your attitude only.
you really great alright?
you really mean a lot to me.
a lot a lot.
guess this is the first time i put all the effort on you.
i dont hope to get any repay,
but i only hope you can give me a little bit more time,
a little bit more caring,
and i little bit more of love.

anyway,
really thanks.
(:
dont break my last promise alright?
you really can do it.
(:

you can get happiness yourself or with your friends.
you had many friend that really cares about you.
dont forget them.
dont said that you dont have any friends.
baboon is your best friend too.
(:

Baboon,
take care of him arh.
thanks.
(:



- by kellye tan

My Today *\\11.07.2009//*

woke up early in the morning 5.30am.
get ready everything and baba fetch me to puiyi's house.
me and amanda follow puiyi's car went to school.
its having LM trip for form 4 and 5.
ngeks.
;)

went seven eleven,
take maggie as my breakfast and around 7.30am,
we get on the bus and went to tanjung sepat.
(:

having many photo captures with the girls on the bus.
first we went somewhere and eat bak kut teh.
well i dont really know where is it.
xD
honestly,
KL's bak kut teh nicer.
i eat until wanna vomit.
==0

after that went to see how they produce coffee.
nothing special.
after that we went to see how they cut the potatoes and they sell those potato chip and those junk food.
bought some for my sister.
guess she likes it.
and people,
see the expire date before you buy.
;)
i saw a biscuits that my mami like but already expired.
but its still on the table selling.
God.
how can they do that?

phews.
then then,
we went to see those mushroon thingy.
many type there.
until i duno what's that.

and finally,
we walk to the sea side..!
muahahah.
hmmm.
on the bridge only lar actually.
but damn high gei man.
xD
but that's really having fun there.
get chances to took more photos with those playful committees.
xD

after that then,
we went somewhere but dont know where again.
==0
to eat seaaaaaafooooooooooood.......!
wooooohoo...!!
lalalalalala..~
hahah.
cause i very hungry weih.
xD
yummy yummy.
i add rice ber..
hohoho..
and yummy yummy.
xD

after that then,
we went sea side play again.
hohoho..
having fun too.
keekeee..~

then then then,
take group photos and went those gardens gardens again.
nothing much to see there.
then then then then then,
we went to..........................
the BEACHHHHHHHH!!
wooooohooooo...~
bought some sux keychain there and bought bubbles thingy play there.
nice nice.
(:
having many photo shots and fun there.

after that went on bus and went back school.
had a nap on bus.
cause im really very tired.

reached school and the girls back.
had some chatting with the form 4's junior.
and play bubbles there.
xD
chat something about love also.
ahha.
damn nice.
xD

after that went ipoh chicken rice eat dinner with mami, sister and her boy.
i missssssss you so much marmeeee!
loves.
mwahs!
(:







- kellye. (:



- who's butt is this?






- kell and tong. twins. (:



- love this, cause my eye like moon. xD






- kellye kacau tong. xD

- aquarius baybeeeee.

- cutie rabbit tong. (:

- bak kut teh.

- coffeeeee.

- coffeeeeeeeee.

-darling amanda.

- kellye with the coffeeee.

- lailai. xD

- coffee tree? xD

- the cuties and handsomes. x)

- ladies finger.

35 plus plus and plus. still single. any girls intro to him? he's cute.

- potatoes.

- spot lailai.

- a role model of husband. xD

- my darling. (:

- potato chips. 5kg.

- many type of mushrooms.

- ugly, i see also scared. xD

- sea view.

- kell and tong.

- da and kell.

- kell and yi.

- kellye and houyan.

- the girls.

- i cant see, my eye very pain.

- kellye. (:

- the gays. kgai ter and lailai.

- the gays, junyang and kgai ter.

- kgai ter and kellye. (:





* more photos will be upload soon.

cause i wanna sleep now.

nites.

Cherish.

♥ LM

- by kellye tan

My Today *\\10.07.2009//*

i slept for only an hour to half an hour.
first time feel that myself so geng.
didnt sleep also go school.
sounds like very hardworking.
xD
but im not.

after school,
went old taste kopitiam with jason.
he eat and i drink.
xD
more while then,
he fetch me back.
thanks again.

then sleeeeeeeep at home,
cause i am really tired.
and i didnt eat at all.
i eat my first food on 9pm.
i've already counted.
i've been anti-food for around 16 hours.
GOD.
==0

and,
i bought 30 bucks digi from 7-11.
and when im home,
i reload and realize that the people gave me the 10 bucks one!
shitteeeeeeeeeeee..!
T-T
my 20 bucks fly away.
T-T
i have to reload again.
T-T
haihs,
that's my luck.
):



- by kellye tan

▪ missingyou

boo.
):
feel like crying.
moody mood right now.
i dont know why.
but i just feel like crying.

sad mode on.
):

dear i really love you lots.
hearts you.



- by kellye tan

▪ Happy Retirement

Happy Retirement for Pn. Lim Yoke Kheng.

i know i didnt farewell to you today.
cause i skipped school.
but,
im really tired.
xD

anyway,
take care of your health and you're always welcome back.
(:
Happy Retirement.
(:


- by kellye tan

My Today *\\08.07.2009//*

went mid valley after school with puiyi, teck seang and amanda.
pak thor with amanda again.
;)

around 3.30pm,
went in cinema for movie.
transformer.
well,
everyone said its very nice but....
hahah.
i keep looking my phone,
waiting the time.
i gonna sleep soon.
==0

jason came in at around 3.45pm like that.
after movie and he fetch us back to amanda's house.
woohooo,
thanks ya.
hohoho..!!
xD

then went tuition together with the girls.
and,
i not really paying attention cause im sleepy.
==0

10pm,
sister fetch me and we went hainam kopitiam eat mum mum.
after that then back home lur.
(:
tmr not going to sch.
YEAHHHH..!
xD



- by kellye tan

My Today *\\07.07.2009//*

whole day do arts in class.
cause tuesday class was freeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
can sleep can chat can talk can laugh.
do whatever you want.
xD

then the classmates crazy of playing facebook the what sushi no suki.
until they draw those sushi out.
list it tim.
godddd.
xD
but they are damn funny.
hahh.

and after school,
went mid valley together with my darling amanda, puiyi and teck seang.
me and amanda pak thor there.
so sweet with her today.
i love you babe.
=D

went MPH book store bought colour pencil.
for the art project.
dead line coming.
goshhieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
hah.

- this is ronald ng.



- the sushissss. ==0



- ronald said : i want eggiee sushi and rice seaweed sushi.



- sushisss with colour. ==0



- all the conteng on a test paper and that's MINE. xD










- i couple with amanda dont know since when. (:

- kellye and monster. arhhgh. xD

- puiyi and amanda with monster.



- kellye and amanda with monster.

guess we're getting more crazy if we continue our art project like this.

not only draw sushi that time.

one biji one biji of rice we also can draw.

- by kellye tan

My Today *\\05.07.2009//*

went cheer 2009 again today.
final baybeh!
thn met hong lim and jason there.
and know alexander is there but he didnt come and find me.
i remmeber you!
you owe me.
hah.

hmmm,
met dear about 2 minutes.
haihs.
damn sad.
you leave and we met for only a while a while and a while.
haihs.
damn moody weih.
T.T

thanks to joseph, ai sha and joshua.
really thanks.
touched weih.
really thank you very very much,
loves.
xoxo.

calyx won third for cheer and won the best dress and the best make up.
fuiyohhh.
damn prossss.
(:
around 6 something,
puiyi's dad fetch me home.
headache and had a sleep until the midnight.
xD

congrates!
(:

- xin yuan with the calyx thingy.

- kell and yi. (:

- joan goh pui yi.

- kellye tan tan tan tan tan tan. xD

- concert. my ear drum gonna spoil and im gonna become a deaf ppl edi. ==0

- by kellye tan

My Today *\\04.07.2009//*

went cheer 2009 competition today with puiyi.
met dear a while and got the big big super big big big lobak.
the lobak accompany me but dear dont.
buu.
):

down down mood today.
buu.
but dear,
thanks to the big big super big big big lobak.
(:

and,
Happy Birthday to Hong Lim.
sorry that i couln't join your station one dinner.
but hope you enjoy.
(:

- cheer 2009.

- before start.


- the charm is practicing for tmr while break time.

- by kellye tan

▪ hopeless

haihs.
is like that der nor..
promise people that time,
what also okay okay okay,
no problem.
like very easy like tat.
NO BIG DEAL.

but then at last what also didnt do,
and give people many excuses.
wah,
those excuses arh..
very special one ner.
you wont heard it often.
;)

dont understand why they cant do it but wanna promise people ler?
like giving people hope but let the people hopeless suddenly.
but i've already get few times of breaking promise,
i feel that like you're playing me.
cause you know i believe you,
so you just simply say things and gives me hope,
but at last...
HOPELESS.

why wanna like that ler?
i really dont understand why.
where's my numbers?
where's my address?
where's my morning call?
where's my post?
and where're you in a month?

some more some more,
where's my caring and where's my attention?

or you're not take what i said as important or just..
okokokok, later, tomorrow, wait...~
to ignore me.

maybe you're not desperate to receive my thing.
its okay.

you're always breaking my promise.
and i'll break your promise one day.

i damn funckkkking angry.
and i damn fuckkkkkking sad.

im too believe in you.
i shouldnt do that.
and i promise myself,
i wont do that anymore.
if not,
i dont know how should i climb up if i fall again.





- by kellye tan

我对你彻底失望...

- by kellye tan

▪ missingyou

凌晨2.03，
好想你！
期待着明天的到来~
woooooohooooo..!!
xD

我的心情好想很紧张，
很紧张明天...
太久没跟你约会啦！
所以你要经常约我哦！
哈哈哈..

我只是很无聊而已，
现在要去睡觉了，
养足精神，
出席明天的约会！
呵呵呵...

好想念帅气的你，
可是又带有一点笨笨，
可爱的你！♥



- by kellye tan

My Today *\\03.07.2009//*

today.
how unfortunately,
im late to school again.
21 missed calls from 014,
and 23 missed calls from 016.
my dear waked me up.
i actually already wake but i dont understand why i went on my bed again.
):
what happen to me these days?
just like a pig.

sorry dear.
):

late for school,
standing outside the school again.
buu.
):

school as usual then,
and end school then.
==0
nothing much in school.

after school,
and brother fetch me home.
mami sick already.
):
get well soon, mami.

and im so freaking tired,
and went to sleep again.
sleep sleep sleep.
):

oh ya,
tomorrow and sunday,
bukit jalil having cheer leading competition,
anyone going?
call me ya if you're going.
xD
just wanna say HI to you.
xD

and,
dear is coming back weih...!!
buahahahahahhaahhaha..!
im so freaking excited yaarrr?
xD

dear,
welcome back!
loves.



- by kellye tan

My Today *\\02.07.2009//*

skipped school again.
sleep late again.
*shame of myself*
aihssss...............
so cha dar.. me.

goshhieeee.
having duty today lerhhh..!!
and i got a form need to pass up for mun mun.
guess she'll kill me soon.
and mami too!
x(

get scolded by my mami,
and brother fetch me to school around 1pm.
which means school ended time.
and met the people up and eat at ipoh chicken rice.
after that met the boys at taman jaya.
we took photos for the sivik project.
few photos only.
deng..........
==0

after that,
went ttc and do my art project.
kept call people to fetch me back,
i have no transport......
T________T
around5pm,
tong leave and i decide to take taxi back home, alone.

amanda and puiyi pulled me and dont let me back home alone.
and with my moody mood,
i argue with them and made amanda cry.
:'(
im so sorry.
i shouldnt scold you.
buu.
):
more while then,
i decide not to take taxi back and kept apologize to amanda.
and at last,
puiyi's mum fetch me back.
and amanda at my house too.
(:

few hours then,
amanda leave.
(:
i cant late tomorrow!


- photos upload soon, because the baka Ronald Ng Jun Yang dont wanna send me photos!
BAKAAAAAA!
):



- by kellye tan

▪ missingyou

Dear..
Darling..
Honey..
Baby..

kellyetan miss you!
where are you e?
2 days didnt find you.
but seems like one month didnt find you.
):
i miss you.
i had a bad dream this morning.
i dream that you leave me.
):
and when i awake,
the first thing i do is call you,
but you're in class,
couldnt pick up my phone.
i miss you.
T.T

dear,
do you miss me?
;)

love ya.
mwahs!


- by kellye tan

My Today *\\01.07.2009//*

skipped school today because i not feeling well.
):
and i woke up this morning and i realise tong and puiyi also not going to school.
xD
so ngam?
xD

so i take bread and rice as my breakfast.
and i do some accounts.
and play my computers,
upload blogs and facebook dang dang.
xD

around 3.45pm,
puiyi came to my house and we do art together.
but do a little bit only then we watch movie.
xD

around 7.45pm,
my brother fetch us to tuition and then,
end tuition at 10pm and my brother fetch me home.
(:

King of the road is having on 2nd of August.
is it huh?
(:

Dear dear!

Kell kell missiieee you!

(:

- by kellye tan

My Today *\\30.06.2009//*

sleep late today.
and i sit ar yen's car.
dont know why.
im very tired.

in ar yen's car,
i sleep until i reached school,
and i went canteen and continue sleep until went to assembly,
i continue sleep.

after that,
went in class for around 20 minutes,
i sleep again until the 4th period,
and i wake for do some card thingy for friends.
then went for recess.

after recess,
chat chat with the friends for around 2 period and sleep again until the last period.
i wake and count the marks.

GOSH.
i cant imagine what happen to me.
but i feel like im sick.
im not feeling well.
but i didnt fever.
but i running nose and my head is heavy,
the whole person is very weak.
dont have energy.
but i didnt fever.

phews.
after school,
im not going to mid valley for lunch and i sleep in tuition centre.
after that called my mami to fetch me when my tuition end,
cause i not feeling well and dont wanna take taxi back home.
so my mami ask me not to tuition,
but i think i still can tuition gua.
cause i can stand for school already,
tuition that one hour plus i think it's ok for me.

before tuition,
everyone is talking about NS thingy.
and im very worry that i kena enot.
and i send msg check out and i didnt kena!
YESSSSSSSSS!
i dont wanna black anymore.
hah.

during tuition,
i pay 100% attention.
and i feel that im okay already.
energy is back.
(:

in car,
when i told my mum that NS list is out,
she is very worry and she said she dont wanna go.
xD
and i told her that im not going.
she said she dont wanna me go if not she'll very worry all those thing.
wah.
i didnt know ler.
i thought she want me go.
xD
phewss.

thanks God!
(:


- by kellye tan

My Today *\\29.06.2009//*

Hmmm,
nothing wanna post today.
but..

Happy Birthday to Joseph Low..!!

dont touched till cry hor..
xD
he's my shyshy,
the only shyshy for me.
;)

thanks for being my friend for around 5 years,
you are really my best buddy.
im your bakbak and you're my shyshy.
(:
when im sad,
you're always the one who cheer me up.
but when you sad,
you always hide yourself.
weih buddy,
tell me larh weih.
;)
we're best best friend wor.
hohoo..
we always bully aisha's cow wud.
xD
anyway,
you are my best friend forever.
(:
SPO the besssssssst!
super pro onion?
xD

Happy Birthday!
loves.
XOXO.



- by kellye tan

My Today *\\28.06.2009//*

wake at around 12pm today.
feel so happy that i dream about i am a singer.
and having concert.
saw many friends support me there.
hohoho..
but that's a dream.
xD
but also hope that this dream will comes true in a day.
xD

alright,
went bandar puteri eat breakfast with sister, mami and grandmother.
after our lunch,
went tesco buy something.
xD
my grandmother long time didnt come out to have a walk already.
cause she cant really walk long distance.
but today she walk with us.
hahah.
she buy prawn nar, vege nar, tomatoes and blablabla.
xD

after that,
we went home and do our own things.
i shower for ar bou today!
first time.
;)
i dont dare to touch him.
i just throw him inside a pail and i use cup to shower his back only.
normally my friends help him to shower but today,
he's really very smelly!
xD
ar bou smelly~
yiieerrr~
xD
so i shower for him today.

more while then,
mami bring me to eat buffet with her.
thai buffet but im still sore throat.
but,
WHO CARES?
xD
tom yum soup, this.. and that..
xD

after that,
went home and chat with my baby boy.
and ask him to show me the lobak he bought for me.
that's so cute!
i like it..!!
xD
he always hug that lobak and gaogao.
i also want!
wait him come back and show me.
teeheee.
=D









- food food.









- can you see the lobak? keke. cuteeee!




- by kellye tan