My Today *\\19.08.2010//*

moral,

the boring class as usual.

sleepy.

=/

after moral class,

4 hours break and me, yilin and chian went klang.

went there for bak kut teh.

thanks yilin for the belanja-ing.

:)

yumyum,

after that,

went klang bukit tinggi's jusco to have a walk.

but still,

we bought kinda many thing.

girls memang girls,

shopping and wasting money is the natural character we had.

=D

after that then,

we back college for advertising class.

=/

- by kellyetan

My Today *\\17.08.2010//*

went subang early,

do some revision alone in tastebuds.

after that,

went KFC with the girls- chian, yilin and huibin.

kinda enjoy,

i'm happy too.

how long we never spend time all together to eat?

this semester we seldom have break time tho.

=/

class as usual.

only a little bit no mood while raining.

you guys know,

i dislike rain so so much.

=/

after class then,

bii came and fetch me to sunway pyramid.

yilin also followed because her mami didnt fetch her.

o.O

but only for a little while,

then she left already.

buy movie tickets,

the same movie as i watched before.

but i want to watch with bii again.

he never know that i watch before.

ngeks ngeks.

but at last he know.

i really feel so so sweet and comfortable while watching with bii,

laying on bii's shoulder.

i feel so warm.

i feel so so nice and i am wondering,

how long i didnt hug him and how long i didnt watch movie with him.

hahah,

anyway i love today!

:)

before movie,

we went sakae sushi and eat.

always sakae sushi already.

xD

but yeahh i always went there when i was secondary also.

:)

after movie then,

have a little walk,

then bii sent me home.

bii also come in house to borrow movie again.

other than that,

some sweet talks also.

while bii leaving,

i really dont feel like open door for him.

i bu sher der.

=(

dont forget,

next week the movie,

you promised me.

:)

- dear chian.

- chian and huibin.

- yilin and me.

- chicken and me. =p

- he always so cute. :)

loveyou forever.

forget take picture!

you noob didnt ask me take photos.

LOL.

- by kellyetan

My Today *\\15.08.2010//*

went KL time square and sungai wang with my sister and cousins.

and of course i ate hot and roll there.

i guess i'm addicted.

bii you see!

it's your fault.

xD

he brought me eat once in sunway pyramid and i am freaking addicted with it now.

=p

anyway,

we bought a lot a lot a lot of things there.

O.o

spent kinda lots of money.

feel so so nice!

besides that,

also went movie with sister in IOI.

around 9 something,

we're home then.

:)

- eeeee, HAHAHAHA!

- cute right? i bought it and put it in my car. :)

i know, we're both unhappy today.

- by kellyetan

▪ random post.

其实，

你到底知不知道我要的是什么？

我说过，

我不要你的努力追求，

我要的是你真诚的心。

你说你知道，你明白。

可是为什么到头来，

我还是觉得你的一时豪爽，

是为了追求我？

为什么有些事情，

明明不应该让女生去做，

可是男生却觉得女生做是理所当然的？

为什么有些事情，

他们可以不管另一半？

有想过后果吗？

为你想，

那又怎样？

不领情，

甚至让我觉得自己失败、多余！

让我觉得我不是你的谁！

你知道那种痛吗？

这次是我为你流泪的第二次，

你不知道，对吧？

第一次，

因为找不到你，

紧张，害怕。

这次，

也是因为担心你，

关心你，

结果不领情，

没保障，

让我觉得我不想再说下去了。

你根本不知道我要什么...

一次这样，两次这样。

我情愿不说，

保持沉默...

反正我说了等于没说，

没差。

有时候，

真的就随随便便算了。

可是在想，

那以后呢？

也随随便便吗？

其实我觉得，

我真的很为你着想，

难道不是吗？

金钱，力气，约会等等...

不想你浪费钱在我身上，

不想你疲累，

不想你从老远跑来，

让你好好休息。

因为一次的出去，

赛车，

我看得到，

我看得到你给我的脸色。

约会，

累。

ok，

休息吧！

为什么总是这样？

理所当然的吗？

我做的这一切是理所当然的吗？

如果是，

谢谢。

那大家就一样了，

没差！

知道工作忙碌，

知道累，

我也没烦你。

见面时间少了，

聊天时间少了，

有时间的时候，

却.............

道歉，

哄，

买礼物，

只是在逃避；

并不是真心明白，

并不是真心改过。

我紧张过了，

害怕过了，

没要放弃了，

决定坚持了，

错了；也改了。

你呢？

有没有想过一连串的问题？

有没有想过如果我准备好打架，

有没有想过一直找不到我，

有没有想过万一我发生什么事？

有没有想过你发生什么事，

在这里的我，

会是什么感受？

紧张？

担心？

害怕？

你根本不知道那种感觉！

有没有想过，

你很想念我，

你很想见我，

终于，

我们的机会来了，

可是突然间有第三者的出现，

而我去载你，

因为赛车，

给脸色你看？

有没有想过，

当你觉得完全没有希望，

而我很确定的告诉你，

相信我，

我不一样。

你很放心地把感情放在我身上，

可是我却表现得一般？

有没有想过，

你需要安全感？

而我说过的话，

我必须负责任？

有没有想过，

当你觉得你说的一番好话，

其实根本不是一番话，

却情愿保持沉默的心情？

我知道，

世界不知不觉地变了；

有时候，

我怀念以前的我。

至少，

我不会用我的真心去爱，

能握着手就是感动的。

不问，不理，不管，

生活自由自在。

- by kellyetan

My Today *\\14.08.2010//*

Hmmm,

received calls from the driving centre and yeahh,

i can get my P license already.

:)

anyway,

i didnt do something much today.

i'm just randomly missing her.

and randomly missing her too ofcoz!

and of course,

i wish im with them,

playing like crazy people like this?

but alright,

today is saturday.

;D

i fried 7 eggs today,

see carefully,

SEVEN eggs.

for myself,

eating alone,

so pity.

=/

anyway dont said im proud,

my fried egg skills is kinda not bad.

:)

TAHAHAHAHAHAA.

don't believe?

show you,

get a tissue first in case your saliva cant stand.

xD

TA-DAAAAA!

*yumyum*

and,

i had cut my nails,

finally!

i really beh tahan.

xD

said byebyeeee!

=D

- by kellyetan

My Today *\\13.08.2010//*

today,

late for class and no place sit.

=/

sorry dear chian.

><"

but still i manage to listen what lecturer is teaching cause luckily the classroom is small and today the lecturer's sound can reach my place.

xD

after this class,

we've got 4 hour break.

at first,

we went to pasar to eat our lunch,

mix rice.

after that,

we went AC pool.

wahhh,

long time didnt pool already.

i dont know how to play already also.

=/

we didnt play pool since few months ago,

because of the short semester.

LOL.

after pool,

we still got 2 hours something!

OMG........

then lastly we went Empire shopping mall!

but guess what?

not really nice to walk larr,

i was wondering why everyone said there very nice to walk.

but we feel like kinda normal.

o.O

but we enjoy a lot in toy R us.

i recall back when i was a child,

what i used to play.

yeahh seriously i miss my childhood.

=)

then,

we went to eat at laoyou guigui,

porridge and yam balls!

then we left and go for classes.

=)

- toy R us!

- dear chian.

- this is hangyilin loves? xD

- carrot! =D

- masak masak. xD

- carrot!

- see the sapo chian. xD

- us, with loves! =)

- special toilets? xD

- mum mum time! =D

friendship, forever. =)

- by kellyetan